why'd you come? // joshler

chapter twelve

(a.n. / IVE LISTENED TO THE BLACK PARADE FOUR TIMES TODAY I AMS O SO SO SO FUCKING EMO I SWEAR TO GOD AS SOON AS I HEAR CANCER THE NEXT TIME IM GONNA CRY LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT yeah i miss mcr so much okay)

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tyler woke up at 11:30am and took his phone.

june 18th.

he looked for josh's contact, and called him.

josh immediately picked up.

"oh my god, hey, tyler?".

"yeah, i just called to wish you an happy birthday".

"thank you, you don't know how much this means to me".

"yeah, listen...i got you a present before we met and stuff, and i guess i have to give it to you, don't i?".

"if you want, of course, i really want to see you".

"well, i'm coming to the mall, i'll give you the present and leave".

"but i'm not working today".

tyler's face became red. he didn't know what to do. it had been eight days since him and josh went out, but he still hadn't figured out how to act with him.

"well, where can i meet you?".

"uhm, can we like, meet at the park and have lunch there?".

"i don't know if i can josh, i'm sorr-"

"please, tyler. i haven't talked to you for more than a week, i really need to see you, i mean, yeah, i need you".

"well, i, i just don't know".

"please. it would be a perfect birthday gift".

tyler felt nervous, but he whispered, "yeah, okay then. see you later".

"thank you, tyler. let's meet in like 30 minutes?".

"okay, bye".

tyler slowly got dressed up, told his mom that he was leaving, took the car and left. 

it was twelve o' clock when he arrived and saw that josh was already there. tyler greeted him with a smile, and josh got really close to him and placed a little kiss on tyler's lips. so little and fast that if tyler didn't have his eyes opened, he wouldn't have realised that it was an actual kiss.

tyler looked confused as he looked at josh and said, "sorry?".

josh smiled and told him, "i couldn't even explain, you didn't give me the time".

"well, now i'm curious".

josh laughed, and tyler felt again that feeling. he knew he was home. he felt happy.

"i didn't expect a kiss just out of nowhere. i wanted to kiss you first, while taking you back home or something. that's why i was so shocked. i'm sorry i didn't tell you anything while we were together, i just didn't know what to do".

tyler smiled as he thought that patrick's theory was right.

"i really like you, tyler, i like you a lot. i'm sorry i made it look like i didn't".

"i like you a lot too. it's okay, i'm sorry i was so stubborn, i was just really sad".

josh placed another soft kiss on tyler's lips, making the younger boy smile.

the boys hugged and tyler slowly whispered, "happy birthday, by the way", as josh placed a couple of wet kisses on tyler's neck. 

"thank you, baby boy".

they sat on a bench and started eating what josh had prepared. they talked for a while, until they finished eating and josh got kind of curious. 

"well, so where's your present?".

tyler gave it to him, as josh looked at it and said, "it definitely looks like a cd".

"i hope you like it, i mean, i'm sure as hell you're gonna like it".

"panic! at the disco. a fever you can't sweat out. i think i just definitely fell in love with you", josh said while smiling.

"well, you told me it's your favourite by panic! at the disco, so, you know, i thought it could be cute".

"and it is. thank you", the boys kissed another time.

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a.n. / i don't know if this is turning out to be too cute, if it is TOO cute and you're not liking it please tell me and i will rewrite it or change the way i write from the next chapter!