True Love - Jelena

26.

Justin

In the past week, Selena has not been herself. But I wouldn't blame her, I haven't been myself as well. I've been off Social media and not talking to Scooter for a couple of weeks. I've simply told my management I need some time off. I don't even watch the news because I know that the headline would be "Where's Justin?".

Even on the radio they were talking about the whole problem and both Selena and I's names were mentioned, wanting to know one question. Where the hell we were and what we were doing.

But I like the distance, it's been helping me focus on Selena and me. But today was going to be a busy day. Today we finally get to move into our house. Going back and forth from Selena's place, her parent's place, and mine was just not what we needed right now. We were able to distract ourselves by running back and forth through both of our homes and loading everything into the moving truck. Yes, I could have gotten people to do this but the distraction is what I needed right now.

I put the last box in the truck wipping my head. I covered the back hopping into the driver's seat with Selena in the passenger seat looking out the window. I started up the truck and drove away.

"I can't believe we finally got our own house," Selena said showing a small smile.

I agreed running my hands through my hair. The rest of the drive was filled with music playing in the background and us just deep in our thoughts. These past few weeks have been a hell of a ride and we just needed some time to think.

After a long ride of semi-silence, we arrived at the house. Selena got off the truck standing in front of the house admiring it. I sat in the truck slumped in my seat looking down at my hands. I had a small bracelet, I hadn't taken it off since our little baby was pronounced dead. It had "First Bieber born" incrested in it. I ran my hand over the letters trying hard not to tear up.

"I wish you were here," I said looking at the bracelet.

"It would have made me and Mommy a lot happier," I said looking over at Selena.

I unbuckled myself and stepped out of the big truck. Selena looked os beautiful admiring the house. 

"Sel! Wait turn around let me get a picture of you in front of the house," I said lifting up my phone.

She smiled so big. I hadn't seen her smile like that in months. She posed putting on the biggest smile on her face. I smiled down at the picture before walking up to her. I wrap my arm around her waist smiling.

"Let's go inside," she said getting out of my arms.

I sighed as I felt her get out of my grip. I looked at the bracelet once more.

"See, Mommy is still sad, but we love you, baby," I said putting my hand in my pocket.

Movers were coming in and out of the house helping us with boxes and furniture. See I know I said it was a good distraction packing ourselves, but putting stuff in the new house? Of course, I'll call for some help. I looked around the house in search of Selena. I walked up the stairs into a small room with light blue walls. I look in the corner of the room to see Selena there fondling with something. I slowly closed the door and walked over to her sitting down.

"This was going to be the room," she said.

"I kno-," Selena cut me off.

"I remember talking about what color the room was going to be and what was going to be in it," she said wiping her eyes.

I looked into her lap and saw her holding a bear. A bear that Selena got from the studio congratulating her on her baby. I looked down at my arm and saw the bracelet. I felt Selena's gaze down at my wrist and picked up my hand slowly.

"You s-still have it?" She said.

"Of course, I can't go a day without wearing this. It's a little reminder that my baby is still with me." I said.

I looked at her and she had a big smile on her face. She gave me a hug and whispered,

"You would have been the best dad ever," she said sighing.

I wrapped my hand over her and whispered back,

"You would have been a great mom, " I said kissing her head.