I woke up the next morning to the light pat of raindrops on my window it didnt feel like get up. my mind was circling back to last night. the fact that someone was going to hurt Scott like that worried me but what worries me more was that I killed it I don't know if it killed Scott or not I don't thing it did but I don't have a way to tell until it acctually happened and I don't want it too so that means one of two things either I have to stay away from Scott or I have to get closer.
I can tell that both Scott and Alison still have feelings for wachother but neither of them want to fix what ever is wrong and Alison is going to get with Issac it is just a matter of time. I like Scott he is nice and very cute but there is something stopping me from doing anything about it.
'maybe its because you still love Aidan.' I heard a voice say that I immediately recognized as Ethan.
'um no.' I said in a that's final tonq of voice. he laughed as he walked over.
'I think the only people who don't know how u and Aidan feel about eachother is u and Aidan.' he said sitting on the bed next to me
'I think your lying I know exactly how I feel another Aidan' I saaid defensivly
'And how is that?' ethan asked with a smirk
'I hate him.' I said half heartedly getting up and walking to my closet.
'Becca do you like Scott?' Ethan asked our of the blue. I turned away from the clothes that I was looking at back to him.
'I don't know at this point.' I said shrugging.
'well I think that he like you' he said I thought back to the tent then my mind was burned with the sight of me ripping his heart out.
'becks what was that' he asked.
'what was what?' I asked unaware of what he was talking about
'you sort of flinched what did you see?' he asked letting the worrie show on his face.
'i dont want to talk about it OKAY.' i snapped getting up and walking into my bathroom. i love Ethan alot but i hate it when he naggs me about things that i see. i dont want to think about it. i dont want it to happen i dont think that i could look at Scott the same if i had to do something like that. im not exactly sure if what i saw was was mediforical or something that i need to watch out for. in all of my years of being involved with the supper natural i have never seen someone who can rip someones heart out.
i turned on the shower turning it to all the way hot wanting to burn off all of this bad energy that has been surounding me. I stripped down to climing in and acutally burned myself on the watter i had to turn the cold water on abit to make it stand about. i tried to wash away everything that was weighing on my mind but somehow it found its way to Aidan of all people.
i started thinking about the time that we snuck out of the house to watch the metior shower that was supose to happen that night that i dont think acutally did i think that that was the last time that Aidan and i did anything together it was shortly after that, that he and i started fighting.
i shook my head trying to leave my thoughts and just be numb for a while i got out of the shower wrapping myself in a towel.i titptoed over to the door.
'Ethan are you still in here?' i yelled at the bathroom door. i didnt get a relpy so i thought that it was clear i walked out over to my closet pulling on a pair of skinnys and a light blue jumper with a puppy on it. i went out in to the kitchen finding not only Ethan but Aidan was in there too. they were talking really close to eachother like it was a seacret.
'Hey guys.' i said walking around them over to a cupboard getting a cup pouring myself some coffee
'morning becks' they both said going abck to there conversation.
'alright then' i said taking a sip of the coffee before starting some breackfast. 'i want pancake' i said pulling out all of the ingreatints
'sounds good.' Ethan said like he wasnt really listening. i mentaly rolled my eyes at them i hate it when they do that i mixxed the ingrediants in a bowl starting to make them.
'so becca' Aidan said i poured the first one in the pan and set the bow down.
'Yes Aidan?' i asked looking at him.
'what did you see last night?' he asked i raised an eyebrow at him.
'i saw nothing.' i said flipping it.
'thats why i found you clinging to your tolet passed out.' he mummered like i couldnt hear him. i gave him a look that said stop looking from him to Ethan. who was giving me a cirouse look. i sighed inwordly pouring the next pacake in the pan.
'i saw me slice someones head off with a sward.' i said concintrating on anything but the eyes that were boareing wholes in me.
'whos head?' Ethan asked
'im not sure but i know that they were a crule person.' i said flipping it
'how did you know that.' Ethan asked.
'because i was more the person than i was me.' i said he gave me a strange look. ' i saw it in the person i choped there heads off point of veiw insted of mine.' i said putting that one on a plate then in i looked at them
' what did you do before that?' he asked
'i may or may not have ripped Scotts heart out.' i said as they gawked back at me
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i know it was dumb but here is the next part and the next one will be better i promise
lots of love
~Calika
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