Broken and alone

Ch 8

Ok i just wanna warn you guys this is a very sad and emotional chapter but i need it to be for you guys as readers to be able to connect with Rosie on a very personal level and understand her more. So i will have happier moments in the future, like say in the next two chapters, but for especially this chapter and a little bit of the next one it will be sad and emotional but again don't worry i do want to add some things you can laugh at in this book too so please bear the emotional parts with me,especially if your an easy crier with books, because i know I definitely am. Anyway i hope you still enjoy the chapter even if you do end up crying

"You know what Mason,i think I'm just gonna go" i said. My voice sounded very chocked up from crying. I sounded weak and pathetic. He didn't say anything, he was just starting at the counter of the bar. So i got up and left.

When i got outside I realized Mason drove us here and that means that i don't have any way to get home. I have no friends and I doubt my mom would pick me up. Yeah because i really wanted to go home anyway.( i thought sarcastically)So i didn't , instead i started walking to a place i knew fairly well and haven't been to in years.

When i got to the old rusty park i sat down on the swings. When i was little before my dad left my mom would take me out here at least every other day and i would just come out and play on the swings for hours.

I loved the swings. They were one of my favorite things in the world. They actually made me feel free for at least a little while. I remember i would close my eyes and pretend i could fly and when i did, it was like everything was perfect. Everything made sense for once.

Of course once my dad left my mom stopped taking me and i haven't been here ever since.

Maybe, just one last time, i could feel free again. Just like when i was a little girl. Relishing in that thought i gripped my hands on the chains on either side of me and started swinging. When i got a good amount off the ground i closed my eyes once again just like i did all those years ago. And just like all those years ago, i flew. For just a moment i was free. Theres was no more bullies, no more mean or heartless parents, no more Mason. No more problems. For once everything was perfect and everything made sense. For once instead of a nightmare It was like a wonderful dream. But of course all dreams come to an end.

"Hey, your Rosie right?"

I opened my eyes disappointed. If only my dream could have lasted only a little longer,I thought.

When i focused on the voice who said my name I realized it was that new kid,
Chris.

"Yeah, its Rosie" i said to him.

"What are you doing out here all by yourself?" He asked me.

I couldn't tell him Mason took me to a bar and then ditched me. Well technically i ditched him, but he didn't really look like he wanted me there at the moment so it was probably best to leave. i decided i couldn't tell him, it would only cause more unwanted questions. So naturally i lied.

"Oh well this is the park i would come to as a kid and i was near so I figured why not visit the old playground" i told him. It was only half a lie so technically i told him some of the truth.

"Oh, well mind if i join you?" He asked.

Even though i didn't want my alone time to end i didn't want to seem rude, so in the end i complied.