Lost for words (justin bieber fanfic)

Chapter 1 lost in my love

Emma pro
I was sitting around mine and Justin's house admiring my engagement ring we are going married in a week from two day. Justin was out doing god knows what he is doing. I began to watch tv. on came the song turning tables by adel right at that moment Justin stormed in slamming the front door making me jump as the music played in the background. "hey baby" I said happily " what the fuck do you want" he yelled at me "what do you mean" I said not knowing what was going on " shut the fuck up you slut" he yelled. I walked up to him as the song went on. 'Close enough to start a war all that I have is on the floor god only knows what where fighting for' I could just smell the alcohol on his breath "Justin your drunk" I said looking up at him "don't you fucking tell me what I am and not" he yelling in my face "what is your problem we are getting married in a week we are meant to be happy it's not meant to be like this, your meant to love me not yell at me, anyone else would love to be us but here we are fighting again" I sad upset that that I know exactly what happens next. see this always use to happen but then something just clicked and every thing feel in to plays but this is the first fight we have and in like a year or two. "SHUT THE FUCK UP WHY WOULD I WANT TO MARRIE YOU, I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU, YOUR JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF SHIT TO ME, IM WAY TO GOOD FOR YOU, EVEN THE DOG SHIT ON MY SHOE IS TO GOOD FPR YOU" he yelled pushing me back a little wow he has never pushed me before I goes I don't know what's going to happen next "Justin just stop please" I begged so hurt in side I did not know what to do all I could do was let the tears out. "I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH" the song was still going on as we yelled. I just looked up at him crying giving him what he wanted. he looked down at me. all of a sudden he pushed me back really hard making me slam in to the wall and let a grunt of pain out "Justin what are you doing stop" I yelled at him my body began to ack like hell "WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP I HATE YOU AND IM SICK OF YOU" he yelled as he held up his fist and I flinched making him laugh a little. then he swung and hit me right on the side of my face. my hole face caked as I held it with my hand. he kicked the side of my leg making me full to the floor. I though he loved me. he looked down at me and began to beat me over and over again. I cried out in pain trying to get him to stop but it would not work. all of a sudden he stopped and looked down at me with his hands forming a fist. I was shaking in pain "please don't hurt me " I managed to get out. he looked down at me then turned around and put his hands on his head. I took this as my chance to get away I ran past him ever though it hurt like hell I had to get out of there. I gabbed the keys off of the kitchen table and keep ruining. he just let me run past him like that are perfect life together was over no more cutes couple awards no more nights together no more lazy days ............ and no more us. I keep driving I did not know where I was going and I did not care. I drive until I felt like I could not drive any more everything became blurry I just shut my eyes for one second when I opened my eyes there was a text from Justin I tried to look down at it and all a sudden there was this huge bang. my ears began to ring and everything went in slow motion. I could not keep my eyes open and after that I don't know what happened