Lost for words (justin bieber fanfic)

Chapter 7 no where but up

Emma's prov
I woke up and looked around the room was still dark so it was still night time. I was having a dream I can't remember what about but there was someone crying. you know when you hear something when you are asleep and you make it apart of your dream but then wake up because you heard something. yer it was one of thoughts. I could just hear it in the distance light crying. it sounded like Justin. I got up really slowly and made my way to the door. I slowly opened it so he would not here me. I could not tell where I was going because it was dark. I stepped down the stairs careful not to make a sound as the crying got a little louder. I got to about the middle of the stairs when I stepped on one and it made a really loud creaking sound. I heard a gasp then the crying stopped . crap he heard me. but why was he upset. I looked up and lucky for me I could just see a clock on the wall it read 2:39 am wow. I wonder if he has slept at all. "Justin" I whispered. walking down the stairs normally now because he already know I was there. "what do you want" he said loudly. I made my way to the couch and sat by his legs then he sat up next to me "what's wrong are you ok" I asked him. "why would you care you will just push me away again" he wrapped away his tears and just looked down "justin?" all of a sudden he just broke down crying even harder then before I did not know what to do so I pulled him in to a hug "shhh it's ok" I said rocking him a little "it's all my fault Emma I'm so sorry" was all he could say "what is you fault justin" he would not answer me at all but just keep crying "shhhh baby it's ok I'm here " I said trying to make him happy . he lifted his hand to look at me and smiled. "what ? " I asked "you called me baby" he said smiling. I just looked at him blankly. why did I say that I hate him but clearly he could see that. his face dropped and he got up and so did I. "Justin?" I said "don't " he pushed past me and walked to the front door and slammed it. um ok what just happened ?!

Justin's prov
I was so happy she let me hug her then called me baby. I looked up at her and smile. she had a blank expression on her face but I could read right though her she looked so disappointed at her self and sad. I can take this I got up and pushed past Emma and went to the front door slamming it behind me I had to go to someone house I need to talk to someone not like how I would talk to my friends but someone I look up to someone I trust and who knows what to say. I drove until I got to his drive way and parked my car. I got out and nocked on the door wait for an answer. "justin man what are you doing here" scooter said as he opened the door half asleep still. well I just woke him up so what do you expect "can I come in" I asked "sure man" I walked in and sat on his couch. "what's up man why are you here so early in the morning " he said. "sorry I just need to talk to someone I'm just so stressed out" I said "what up" "well ever since ......... you know I'm afraid she remembers me and is just scared of me she won't let me near her , I can hug her, kiss her , call her baby and what ever I use to and I can't even sleep in my bed with her what is she remembers me and hates me after what I did but just has no where to go so she just stays with me, what if her memory is really gone and it will never come back, I just can't take it I'm use to kissing her and hugging her everyday and now it's like she is someone different like she gone but her ghost is just following me hunting me " I said letting it all out "its going to be ok justin you think to much you just need to calm down and breath she loves you I know that, and I'm so sure so could never hate you or not love you trust me she will be back soon she's still the same persons, just think of it like the beginning of your relationship again , remember how scared you where all you wanted to do was hug her, kiss her, hold hands , get in her pants" scooter said making both of us laugh a little "thanks man" I said see I told you he always knows what to say "so what are you going to tell the media first they think the wedding was off because there's no pics then they think you died because they saw you at the hospital then did not hear or see you in weeks they are probably dieing to know "yer I know but should we really let them know what happened like what's wrong with her"I asked "yer I think we should but just like say she was in a car ascendent she's not hurt she is fine but she has lost her memoir but it will be back soon and tell them to go easy on her because she has forgotten about the fame and say how that why the wedding did not happen because it happens before the wedding" he explained "I guess your right but how would I tell them like would I say it on twitter for my fans or like plan an interview and let it out or just get you guys to do it" I said reforming to the team "well it's up to you just let us know and it's done" he said. "Ok thanks man" "that's ok just remember we are all here for you and let us know if you need anything and what you pick now you better get back to Emma she probably has no idea what's going on right now" he said "ok thanks man bye" I said as we did are hand shake hug thing "bye j".

I got home and looked at the time I have been out for 2 hours wow. I walked in the laugh to find Emma. there she was asleep on the couch cuter then ever. she was curled up in a ball trying to keep her self warm. I picked her up and carried her to are bed room. "it's ok baby I got you" I whispered in her ear. I got to are room and put her in bed then wrapped her in blankets. I was about to walk out the door to go to sleep on the couch but I was stopped by a small voice. "stay please"she said making me smile. I could not stop smiling. I got in bed and pulled the covers over me and rapped my arm around her. oh how I missed this "but Justin can you please not do that" she said. I did not care she is slowly opening up to me she trust me more now and is letting me sleep in are bed together. but I can't wait for the day that I can hd her in my arms as we slowly fall asleep together. one step at a time I will make her fall back in love no matter what it takes

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