Lost for words (justin bieber fanfic)

Chapter 10 more then two eyes

Justin's prov
I woke up to Emma moving around in my arms . I smiled happily knowing we spent most of the night like this and that last night was the most sleep a have had in awhile. she groaned then hid her head in my chest blocking out the light just like she use to before this all happened. I frowned remembering why we where like this in the first place, it broke my heart to see her like that. "are you feeling better now baby?!" I asked her. she nodded her head yes then pulled me closer . I smiled to my self I was surprised she did not tell me not to call her baby but she was fine with it and I loved it. "I think it time for me to get up now" I said leaning over and getting my phone to see the time was 2:30pm wtf ?! how did we sleep in this long. I got up and get ready for today. I decided today ...... today was going to be the day I tell the whole world that my baby does not remember me.i went down stairs to find Emma sitting on the couch watching tv. I walked over and turned it off and looked at her.

Emma's prov
"Hey I was watching that !" I yelled at Justin, pissed off. he sat down next to me and put his hand on my leg making me feel uncomfortable so I pushed it off and he signed. "do you want to talk about what happened last night?" he asked me. there was no way I wanted to talk about it or even think about it. it felt so real I had no control of what I was doing or saying like the world was trying so tell me something, it was just so dark but I swear I have seen that person before. "Don't worry about it I'm fine" I told him "its ok to talk to me about it!" he said like he had to know what it was about like his life depended on it "justin just drop it please!" I said mad now that he would not stop "I can't help you if you won't talk to me Emma come on !!" he got a little loader but it was not yet a yell "Justin stop!" I told him "I'm trying to help you and be here for you and be the one you can come to when you need to talk be the one that helps you though it all but it's not fucking going to work if you won't tell me now is it!?" he yelled in my face making me jump. it scared me to see him like this it reminded me of ....... I can't think why am I like this my mind is all ways so blank and it kills me to not know the truth and under stand myself the way the other people think they do!. "I'm sorry I , I just want to help you" Justin said softy " well how is that working out for you" I said mad that he thinks he knows me more then I know my self, but at the moment the worst part it he does. he seems to know me better then anyone. he seems to know so much about me that I am only finding out slowly, he seems to know what I need how to make me feel better and it drives me crazy that someone i am trying to push way and I don't know at all knows so much more about me and my past then I do!. I went to are room and just sat on the bed. then Justin walked in the room talking on the phone. "yer hey scooter can you organise a meeting or an interview on any tv show or radio you pick what one I think I'm ready to tell the world!" he said down the phone what the hell is he talking about?! "ok .........ok thank you tell them that I will be there in an hour" he said then hang up. I swear sometime this kid is crazy "who was that?" I asked him "that was my manager I will be gone for about 2 hours and I have to leave soon is that ok with you ?" he asked really is he still trying to keep up his act at trying to make me think he is somebody. I don't believe it one bit he is a no body just like the rest of us. "Yes Justin I will be fine" I told him not looked at him at all " hey I'm sorry you know that I just wanted to see if you are ok and help you" he told me "yes Justin I'm fine now can we move on?" "of course we can, ok I got to go get ready and I will see you when I get home" he said happily "ok" I sat on the bed looking at all the pictures on the wall. I was in all of them but some how I don't remember any of it. I sat there for a while just day dreaming until Justin came out. "ok I'm heading off now baby bye" he said leaning down to kiss me but I move away "I'm sorry I forgot" he told me and I just nodded my head and faked I smile. he signed then left.

After a while I went down stairs and put the tv on and began to make my self some food. "Here today we have Justin bieber, Justin how are you?" I heard the tv say. I walked over and began to watch knowing it was him. what is he doing on. I turn up the volume and sat down "I'm alright and you?" he asked back "I'm good thank you so what has been going on lately in your live you are spotted in the hospital then disappear for a month, so meany people began to thing you where dead until you where spotted out with Emma and what happened with the hole wedding no pic has been sleeked nothing at all!" the interview asked. why do they have to ask him so meany questions. Justin just looked down "umm that what I can here to talk about" he told her "well go ahead talk" the interview said. that was rude the way she said that. "ummm yer about Emma she she was, Emma was in a bad car crash " he informed them "oh god is she holding up ok ?" "Yer she's ok, like the moment I found out I was at the hospital but she was in a comer for a while sooo yer." he said looked down looking really hurt as one tear ran down his face. it almost made me cry to I don't know why but seeing him like this just made something. in me hurt. "She was out the day are wedding was meant to be so we kind of had to call it off but she is awake now but ummm......... She kind of still..... she does not have her memory back so can you guess please go easy in her she has no idea what's going on as it is let alone when we go out side and there is people around us take pics and scream so if you see us can you guys please try and let us be!" he said still not looking up from his shoes "so how has it been on you? " she asked "its been really hard not just on be but all my family and everyone around her. I mean I don't even know where we are at in are relationship anymore because she does not remember me or anyone else" he told them. I could not take it anymore so I just turned it off and sat there for a minute thinking. I just then I was pulled out of my thoughts my the smoke alarm I forgot I was cooking!!!. I ran over and got a bowl that was in the sink and filled it with water and throw it at the fire making it go out.
Was I always this dumb or is it just now?!. I gave up making food and just went up stairs. I logged on to my computer and went on the iInternet everywhere I looked it would say something about me or Justin and how I lost my memory, every website was all over it. this is just to much.





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Hey guys sorry I have not updated lately I have been over my nanas and had no Internet I will try to update as much as I can today and tomorrow because in going on a house boat for a week then won't be able to update then. please let me know what you think of this chapter and don't forget to vote and comment