Lost for words (justin bieber fanfic)

Chapter 17 panic cord

After mine and Justin's make out season and are happy tears her ran to get his phone to call everyone and tell everyone, who could blame the kid, his own girlfriend had forgotten him and he blamed him self and all he wanted was for her to get her memoir but yet I seem to forget that, that girl was me.

After about half an hour of Justin calling everyone and me just smiling watching the joy on his face as every now and then he would shed a few more happy tear while he told his friends and family. oh how I love this boy

After a while he came walking up to me and picked me up in his arms with a big smile "well I looks like everyone is coming over tomorrow" he said with that dorky smile still on his face making me laugh a little. " well I guess they are" I said in his arms looking up in to his loving eye. a smile was brought to my face to see just how happy he really was.

After a while me and Justin went to bed for the night.

I woke up and looked at the time to see it was 11 am. I got up and had a shower then got ready for when everyone was over. when I was done I walked down stairs at see that everyone was all ready here. why didn't justin wake me up ?!. I started to walk to find Justin but everyone started to talk to me and hug me one by one.

I began to feel as if I could not breathe all I could hear was people talking over each other and complaining who got to hug me first. I began to lose more breath. I have no idea what's going in this had never happened before I was normally fine in a crowd. I began to panic and all I wanted at that time was to be with Justin and to be in his arms.

I felt as if I was about to past out , or cry, or maybe ever both. just then just in time Justin came up to me and looked in to my eyes " baby what's wrong ?" he asked with concern all over his face. " I can't breathe right and I feel like I'm going to pass out!" I said feeling even more light headed as everyone crowed around me trying to see if I was ok. "It's ok baby lets go to are room for a but ok?" he ask and I just nodded my head. he put his arm around my waist and helped me make it to are room with out falling over,

We got up to are room and I sat on the bed slowly and tried my best to breathe. "baby are you ok?" justin asked pulling me in to his arms and holding me tight. " uhh yer I think so I don't know what happened there was just so many people and this has never happened before I.... I just having so many people all at one i guess i just panic" I said trying to think of why I felt like this.

"Baby all of these people are your friends and family, they have came here to see you because they have not seen you in weeks, baby there is no reason to be afraid or freak out you have know these people for like all your life" he told me as he kissed my head

"I know, I just don't know what happened I guess I just a pulled a panic cord. last time I was around this many people was when I was out with you and all of your fans and the paparazzi where everywhere, I guess it just brought up memories or something, I'm ok now thought" I told him . " Ok I'm going to go check on everyone else now, just come back down when your ready, and tell me if you are not feeling good again ok ?" He said standing up and kissing me on the head.

After about ten minutes I made my way back to where everyone else was. but instead of there being as many people as there was before, there was only justin, pattie, Jeremy, jazzy, Jaxon and Erin." where is everyone ?" I asked looking around

" I told everyone what happened and that you where not feeling to good so they went home and said they where gonna call you or text you and hang out with you another day" Justin said making me smile "thank you" I said to him and went and sat with everyone.

After about two hours of talking about when and how I got my memory back and what is in store for mine and Justin's future, they all went home because jazzy and Jaxon where getting tired. me and Justin just messed around then got ready for bed. just as we where in bed he wrapped him arms around me and we slowly fell asleep happier then we could ever be.

Story I have not been updating in a while guys I have had a lot going on with school and netball. I'm at training. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and I play on Friday nigh, Saturday and Sunday and Monday is normally a home work night for me, I will b updating as much as I can, dont forget to vote an comment your thoughts on this chapter sorry it was short and not much happened in it.