Sometimes

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Sometimes all I wanna drink are my salty tears

dipping through my lips and falling back to my fears.

Sometimes all I wanna avoid is my mirroring through the mirror

and my defective self.

Sometimes all I feel is pity for self

and I see the youngins being adored.

Sometimes all I see is me getting betrayed

and winners all abroad.

Sometimes all my hands feel are the two cents

on my palms,

starving myself for the fullness of time.

Sometimes all I do is lay back and cry

when there is much more to be done.

Sometimes all I hear is laughter

surrounding me

Either at me or their own beauty.

Sometimes all I wish to do is take flight to paradise

but all that stops me is my ignorance,

of it's cost and where it belongs.

Sometimes all I feel is the burden of the earth on me

and a little bit of oxygen to not kill me;

It lets me struggle for being ceased.

And for the time being,

I smile.



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This poem is actually about how I feel sometimes, when I am upset. I wrote it when I was. Well can anybody relate?



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