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~ 10 ~

«At Min's House»
Yoongi's POV

Stupid Min Yoongi. You're really a coward, freaking bastard. I facepalmed as I recall what happened yesterday with Eunji. I laid my back on the mattress and caressing the space beside me. I miss her already. How I'm going to face my days without her mere presence. A day would almost killing me, then what will happen in years?

Someone knocked my door and it's my mom. "Have you finished packing your stuff? The truck is already here, so better not make they waiting too long.", my mom warned me and closed the door. There's nothing that I could do to convince my parents for having my life alone in this house. They won't allow that anymore, even I got my cousin, Oh hayoung that always keep in touch with me.

I opened the door to put my unnecessary things in the truck. My parents said that they would donate some stuffs to a nearest welfare centre. I was so busy arranging the box inside the truck as I didn't notice someone was standing not far from my place, looking at me silently.I hopped down and walked to her.

She was smiling and greeted, "Hi, Yoongi." I confused, she wasn't supposed to be here. "What are you doing here, Eunji?", I questioned her sternly. You're are making it hard to leave you. Eunji still smiling like there was nothing happened between us. "Why, can't I see my friend before he leaves?", I was lost of words for a minute then I realized. She's right. We're o-over.

I forced a smile and replied, "Y-yeah, of course you can-.", Eunji stopped my words abruptly. "Can we talk, for a last time." I didn't know that 'last time' could hurt your heart. "Sure.", I invited her to the bench at our backyard. The surrounding was occupied with many kinds of lovely flowers, but I don't know why it feels so suffocating.

Eunji broke the silence with her gloomy voice, "Yesterday, I was thinking about every single thing. About me. About you. And about us.", I closed my mouth, hearing her own feelings. "You're right. Our relationship was a mistake. Neither you nor me mature enough to create something like that.", Eunji spoke and wiped her tears with her sleeve.

I was holding on myself from the urge to comfort her. She looks so fragile and gets easily depressed. She became into this, it's all because of me. Eunji looked at me for a minute then said, "Did you truly meant it those words that you said yesterday?" Eunji eagerly waiting for my answer as she won't broke the eye contact.

I opened up my mouth, "Which one-, that you deserve someone else?", I nearly whispered to her. I can't imagine to see her with someone else than me. I know I'm a selfish person. I just want to keep her for myself but I can't do that. Eunji nodded slowly and playing with her fingers as she was seriously nervous.

"Why? Can't you be that 'someone better' you're talking about? Maybe you're -", I standing from the bench and cut her sentence, "Let's stop here. That's not going to change anything. I've made up my mind." Out of blue, Eunji hugged my body tightly, I could feel her body was shaking badly. What have I done to her?

"I will never not love you. You could rip my heart out and take it with you as you walk out the door, but it would forever be yours. I could never love another with the same love that belongs to you and that will always be true. Every beat of my heart and every thump in my chest is intended for you. Never will there be a day that I don't love you.", She confessed then released her hug.

Eunji took a few of steps backward and inhaled a deep breath before she remarked her words, "One day, I hope you look back at what we had, and regret every single thing you did to let it end, Min Yoongi." After that she left me stunned alone.

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we waited too long to make. In the end, I'm letting go those person that I care for the most, again.