A Love Bizarre

I Need Love

The car was filled with silence. Both of us were looking ahead. The windows were open. All we could hear were crickets.
I didn't know what to say to that. Butterflies filled my stomach after hearing him speak those words.
"It's okay if you're not falling for me", he finally says breaking the silence.
He slowly turns his face to me.
"It's okay because sooner or later I'm going to make you love me", he continued.
I scoffed.
"Okay you need to slow down for a sec. Why?"
His face grew confused.
"Why what?"
"Why me? Why are you falling for me? What makes you so sure?"
"You don't believe me?"
"Prince, you didn't seem like you were sure about Susannah and I find out you get engaged to her. Being engaged is a big deal."
"We're not talking about her. We're talking about you and I."
"Let me finish. My point is, you got engaged to her even though you tried cheating on her with me for months so how can you expect me to believe you when you say that you're falling for me? I don't think you know what you want. To be honest I think you're a bit fickle. Your interests bounce around from woman to woman."
He shakes his head.
"So why are you still with me if you feel that way about me?"
"Because..."
"Because ...?"
I groaned in frustration.
"What do you admire about me?"
He smirks.
"A lot of things."
His vagueness only solidified my concern that he didn't mean what he said.
"Right. Can we just go. I'm tired", I said as I looked down at my nails.
He clears his throat.
"I admire your strong mind. I'm used to getting my way all the time but with you, I struggle. You challenge me and most women I've been with don't."
I turned around to look into his eyes. His facial expression matched his serious and yet vulnerable tone.
"I admire your talent as a percussionist and your willingness to break down social norms as I do. It was what drew me to you at first. When I saw you playing with your dad in '78 sparks flew in the air. That's when it hit me. That's when I knew I wanted you. You call me fickle but my interest in you has lasted this long."
I felt butterflies grow in my stomach.
He leaned in and laid his hand on my thigh.
"Why is it so difficult for you to believe me?"
His face was so close to mine. I felt is warm breath on me.
His lips reached mine leaving a small peck.
My breathing hiked.
My thoughts raced as he stared into my eyes.
I wasn't sure if I felt the same way. Since I got back to L.A , living with him has strengthened my feelings for him. We couldn't take our hands off each other. I got to see other sides of him. Realistically I couldn't be falling in love with him. He's not a safe bet. When I fall in love, I fall hard. I didn't think I could make it out alive after my last break up.
Once again silence filled the car.
He took the opportunity to kiss me again.
His kisses trailed off from my lips and traveled all around my face. He kissed around the lining on my jaw slowly, making me heat up.
I couldn't take it. I got out of my seat and sat on his lap facing him.
Our lips locked.
It was my turn to start kissing him all over his face.
His breathing quickened as did mine.
As eager as we were for each other we still took our time.
I began slowly moving my hips around.
He parted his lips from mine releasing a soft moan.
He began to unzip my dress as I ran my fingers through his thick curls.
I began planting kisses all over the lining of his hair and on his forehead.
I wasn't sure what came over me.
He reached for my hands and brought them in between us. He then started kissing each finger, giving it time and attention.
My hands got warm and sweaty as I grew nervous.
I started to have this warm gushy feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I haven't felt like this in a while.
Once he finished kissing my fingers I began to start moving my hips again.
He rested his hands on my thighs.
I felt his erection.
He ripped one side of my lace panties and quickly reached for the other side and ripped it.
I then reached for the zipper of his pants and began to unzip his pants.
He yanked my panties from underneath me and tossed them.
I lifted myself up and began to slowly sit on his erected member.
Feeling it enter me sent an electrifying feeling through my entire body.
I slightly moaned as I griped his shoulder pads.
We both stared at each other intensely as I began to move my body up and down slowly.
It felt different this time.
There was no denying that the atmosphere was different.
At that moment our bodies belonged to one another.
He was mine.
His eyes were mine.
His lips were mine.
His hands were mine.
His penis was mine.
I've never felt possessive over him before now.
As I was riding him I felt such an explosion of pleasure.
He started groaning.
My hair started to get messy and in my face as I glided my body up and down his now throbbing member.
He started moving my hair out of my face.
Our eyes still fixed on each other.
I start tilting my head back giving him access to my neck.
I felt his tongue glide up my neck making me quiver.
I've never done it in a car before. It wasn't as uncomfortable as I thought it would be.
I was getting close and so was he.
He began to wrap his arms tightly around me.
We engaged in a passionate kiss until we finally reached our climax.
"Aaaaauuuuuuh", I moaned into his ear as a rested my head on his shoulders.
Coming down from climax we were both breathing heavily.
The car windows were foggy from the heat between us.
It was just the two of us and for a moment it felt like we were the only ones on the planet. Nothing else mattered.