Smartass

-14-

WARNING
-This contains rough sexual contact. It's nothing close to rape by any means. However, it's does get to the point of a safe word. Select individuals should read with caution-

     It had been almost a week since Tyler and I had our fight. We had not spoken or even looked at each other since I stormed out. Although, we still sat right next to each other in our first period. We wouldn't so much as glance at each other. Well I never did.

     Tyler's absence had taken a larger toll on me than I previously thought it would. At first I still had anger towards him which, made the idea of his presence unbearable. However, time to clear your mind always brings clarity. Truthfully, I saw why Tyler reacted the way he did. I saw the wrong doings that I put him through. The feeling of guilt swelled up in my chest and it was so heavy. It was almost physically painful to carry that around with me day in and day out.

     As much as I understood that I lead Tyler on and played with his emotions, I couldn't bring myself to try to make up with him. I knew I wasn't ready to admit what I truthfully have known for a while, that I had a crush on Tyler. It's not that I wasn't ready to be with Tyler in that way, because I was. I just wasn't ready to deal with the things that came along with that. So for that reason I stayed away. Until I could handle being with Tyler I didn't want to continue this toxic dance with him. If that meant I had to figure something else out for pre calc then I would.

     That was my intentions anyway until I received a text from Tyler during lunch.

Tyler: Josh if you want more pre calc work come over today after school if you don't then don't bother I don't care.

     I read it over and over again. I searched it for some hidden meaning. For any hint of still caring for me but I didn't find any. It felt so cold. It was hard to get so close to Tyler and then be pushed back to where we started. But clearly he still wanted head and I still wanted to pass pre calculus so responded quickly.

Josh: I will be over but I have to meet with coach right after school.

     To that I got absolutely nothing. Honestly, I only expected that much from Tyler. None the less I made my meet with the coach a brief one and left school around 3 o' clock. I drove around for a while. I was scared to face what I said. Resolution was something I craved although I suspected I wasn't gonna get it. But the desire clouded everything else I thought so I drove up to the driveway of the Joseph household.

     When I was granted access inside I was welcomed warmly but Maddie and Jay. I conversed with them for a few minutes until Zach entered the living room. Zach looked awfully surprised when he saw me. I assumed that Zach was the only family member he told the situation to. I wasn't sure how much he knew but it was clear to me that he at least was made aware that we had a fight. "Hey Josh does Tyler know you're here" Zach asked with confusion. "Yeah" I said simply. After which I started my accent up to Tyler's bedroom.

     Once I entered his room he was slaving over the stacks of papers that filled his small desk. Once he turned his head and noticed me he picked himself up from his stool and made his way towards me. "Alright let's get this over with" he spoke with a bored expression. After a short pause he spoke again in the same tone as earlier. "Get on your knees and put your hands behind your back. Don't move them" as he spoke he pulled his zipper down and let his pants fall around his ankles.

     As I did what was instructed he palmed himself through his boxer briefs. After I got into his desired position the boy pulled his now hard cock out of his underwear and let them fall the the floor along side his pants. Without warning he grabbed me roughly by my hair and brought my face to his cock. "Open your mouth" he said in a demanding and intrusive tone. Once again I did as instructed and parted my lips. Immediately after which he forcefully shoved himself into my mouth. He thrusted relentlessly into me.

     I hated having Tyler like this. Before our fight he was so kind and cautious. He always showed concern for me and my pleasure but not anymore. He was only doing this for himself. I know this wasn't about my pleasure it was about my grade. However, I wasn't comfortable with this situation. My concern only increased when he kept forcing his cock down my throat despite my unstoppable gagging. This caused the panic to set in. I didn't care about the grade anymore. Truthfully, I didn't care about anything except for getting Tyler to stop this.

     "Fuck relax your throat and take it all slut" he demanded. He didn't provide me the chance before he was shoving himself as far as he could force again. Those words were the final break. My fight or flight response kicked in. My brain was like a nascar race track. It just went around and around in circles. Not able to stop and focus on any one thing. That one thing was the word Tyler told me to say if I wanted to stop. I was far to hysterical to think properly but soon my thoughts prioritized and brought the word into my consciousness.

     "Fire truck" I choked out as clearly as possible in my current position. I kept repeating it over and over. He could clearly tell I was trying to tell him something so he removed his grip from me. As soon as he released me I got up and pushed him away. I pushed him much harder than I intended. But when he forced me to the point that I was I couldn't control myself. He fell back slightly but caught himself. His eyes instantly went to shock. I know my actions surprised him but truthfully he surprised me.

     I repeated the safe word loudly again with tears stuffed in my eyes. His expression instantly dropped once he finally understood what I was saying. After the boy got dressed again he stared to approach me slowly. To which I turned towards the door and began to open it. However, before I could walk out for good Tyler's words pulled me back. "Josh wait I'm sorry" he spoke lowly from behind me. I turned around hysterical saying whatever threatened to fall from my mouth. "No Tyler that wasn't okay you hurt me. I can't believe I liked you!" I added the thing at the end against my will. It's like my brain put a barrier on my lips to avoid those feelings from escaping. However, my heart pushed them through.

     Tyler grabbed the door from my hand and slammed it shut before he was matching my volume. "I knew it! Why did you fucking lie to me and say all those things Josh?" the boy raised his voice sternly. His tone dropped quickly though when his next statement came out. "You really hurt me" these words were not angry they were just hurt. I have to admit it upset me to hear him say that. Although, I knew he felt like that it was different hearing it from him.

     At this point the tears that glossed my eyes fell down my cheeks. But I was to somber to formulate anything to say. So I shoved my way past Tyler and through his bedroom door. I heard him take steps behind me but I didn't turn around I just continued towards the exit of the house. However, as I came down the staircase another voice interrupted my thoughts. It was Maddie.

     "Josh you're staying for dinner right? I told Tatum to put tomatoes and green peppers on half of the pizza for you" she spoke with innocence laced in her small voice. I was so angry at Tyler but I couldn't just walk out of here and ignore her. She's just a kid. Therefore, I kept my eyes locked on the front door and not on hers. I didn't want her to see me cry. "Not tonight Maddie" I said quietly before I forced my weakened body out of the front door.

     That's when Tyler stopped following me. He sat right in his doorway and watched me drive away. I thought there was no coming back from that fight. We would never be again and if we were we wouldn't be the same.

-a/n: I hope you guys don't hate Tyler. His actions will be explained in future chapters-