Ethan has been gone all week because he went to Chicago for some thing with Gray and I swear I'm going die. Pun intended. But seriously I can't stand being away from him I don't want to waste one millisecond.
I take out my phone and start scrolling through instagram. Then a thought comes to me and I look up Ethan's name, I realized I haven't even followed him on any social media yet. What kind of girlfriend am I if I haven't even stalked him yet.
He's the first name to pop up, and I notice he has a check Mark, why does he have that? I click on his profile and he has 4 MILLION FOLLOWERS WHAT THE HELL?!
I literally scream so loud my mom yells up to ask if I'm ok. My heart is beating way faster then it should, and I'm panting like I just ran a marathon.
Apparently I don't know the real Ethan Dolan. My mouth drops open as I scroll through his feed. There's millions of fangirls just dying for him to notice them, and I'm sitting here shocked that he would want me, when he has plenty of options and I mean plenty.
I don't get why he would keep this from me, but I guess I'm keeping things to so I can't be to hard on him. But I really don't get it.
I look through the comments and all of a sudden it hits me. What if he posts a picture of me and some Psycho fangirl runs me over with a bus when I'm crossing the street because they don't want me with Ethan.
I go to his YouTube channel and just stare at the number of subscribers in awe. I watch all of their videos and laugh and smile at every single one of them.
I switch to Twitter and scroll through his tweets. I smile and giggle to myself when I see a tweet that says "I love taking nice showers ;) oh and btw I love you" he was obviously talking about that special night in the shower. He's such a idiot sometimes I swear.
A lot of his tweets are sub tweeted towards me which gives me the happiest feeling ever. I get all giddy and continue looking through tweets.
I basically stalk everything for the rest of the day, completely suprised the entire time. After I see so much of Ethan online I finally decide to actually call him.
On the phone with Ethan:
"Hey what's up," Ethan says after the second ring.
"I don't know you tell me."
"What do you mean?"
"So what's it like being all famous," I reply with a slightly annoyed tone.
"You found out," he sighs.
"I saw your instagram."
"Listen-" he tries to tell me.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't want you to think of me any different, I wanted you to get to know me without all the fame."
"Ethan I love you for you, being famous isn't going to change a thing. I love everything about you." I say taking a deep breath, "but are we going to tell the whole world about us?"
Apart of me wants every single person to know that Ethan is mine, but in a year I don't want the whole world to know that Ethan Dolans girlfriend died.
"I wasn't really sure, I was really thinking it was up to you, if you wanted people to know."
"Well I'm pretty sure your millions of fans wouldn't be to happy that you aren't available," I chuckle.
"Yeah but they'll get over it, I'm sure they all will love you as much as I do." He says with a cute tone causing me to blush, "But if your up for it, I'm down. I've been dying to let the world know your mine."
"I guess.." I reply hesitantly. "Hey but if your going to post a picture of both of us it better be a good one if its not I will report it for abuse."
"You look perfect in every picture," he replies sweetly.
My phone vibrates and it shows that Ethan tagged me in a photo.
"You already posted it holy shit Ethan, I thought you were gonna post it later."
"Oops to late now."
The caption is, "checkout my beautiful girlfriend, I love you so much baby girl😘" it's actually not a bad picture, it's Ethan and I on the beach.
The likes and comments are exploding some good but it seems like more bad. Like "slut" "whore" "stay away from E" "what's Ethan Doing with this skank" "ew really Ethan you could do so much better".
But then there's some supportive fans saying we're cute and I'm pretty and all that. Which makes me feel a little better.
To be honest he really could do better. I probably don't deserve this wonderful human, but I really do love him so much it hurts.
I try to reply back to some people but theres just to many. I've gained so many followers and people are liking and commenting on my pictures.
I just ignore the comments and start talking to Ethan again.
"Your fans are sooo wonderful and supportive," I sarcastically remark.
"Yeah their a little crazy, but I wouldn't be where I am without em. I think they are just suprised right now but it'll calm down and they will get more supportive once they realize I'm truly in love with you."
"Ethan Dolan you really are something."
"So how did you take it when you first found out."
"I almost had a damn heart attack my mom came up to ask if I was still alive," I chuckle and I hear him laugh on the other end.
"I would have loved to see your reaction but I gotta go Gray and I gotta head into a meeting."
"Oh ok well have fun adios love you."
"Adios love you tooooo." He says stretching out the o.
I hang up and sit back in my bed. I look back on Instagram and stare at the likes and comment climb.
How the crap did this happen.
