About My Life...

Crimson...

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Hello my name is Crimson, I'm Selena's let say evil other half.

Nice to met ya 😈

I changed Selena's pictures and stuff on her account and she agrees with me. I really like those pictures, the red kinda reminds me of

Blood

Aren't they pretty though...

But I'll tell you how I was let's say created in Selena. Let's start from the beginning, I won't tell you anything she doesn't want people to know either.

~ It's started when she was born on 3/18/00, her mother gave her a name that the letters of each name is 666...

Selena=6
Alexis=6
Marino=6

That's when you can say I was born, but not set free.

When Selena was young, I would try to show myself to her but doing things. I would make her, hit her head on the wall, pull her hair, bite people, etc; and I enjoyed it 😈

Her fucking parents got her help though and she stopped and I couldn't resurface, no matter how much I tried too.

Selena grew up in a very strict family where she couldn't hang out with her friends, go anywhere with out someone, can't talk to boys, can't be friends with boys, can't have a phone, etc; And if she did, well she would get punished for it.

At the age of 9, Selena got into a bicycle accident with her sister who was 11. She had a broken left arm, fractured skull, 4 chipped teeth, and had to get stitches underneath her chin. She stood in the hospital for three days, scared outta her mind because she was surrounded by people she didn't know. And about a month later she had 4 concussions and now she has short term memory loss.

Her mother was never there for her and her family, and she needed her mother at that time because she was hurting and fragile. Her father tried taking care of her the best he could, but without her mother she felt lost, her and her mother were always close and her mother wasn't really there to take care of them. She fell into depression and that caused me to start to wake within her.

When she was 10, her mother did something that cause her to be kicked out and to never return; it's been 6 years now. Her mother doesn't even try to call or text Selena or her bothers and sister. The only time she does is when she is either going to jail or to rehab.

Selena would always get kicked out of her fathers house, because she would always do stupid shit. But no matter what she did, her father always took her back.

Her family was raised were to men, it's fine to hit a women, it's fine to do a lot a stupid shit. Were the men only worked and made the money, while woman cooked, cleaned and take care of the kids. But she doesn't want that, she wants to be independent and not have to rely on people all the time.

She was 11 when her dad came home from work and started crying in front of her. She kept asking him what was wrong but he just cried. So her brother told her what was wrong... Her aunt had stage 4 brain cancer...

Two years later, her aunt was in the hospital constantly get surgery after surgery done on her. The doctors kept saying that she wasn't going to live and to come say goodbye to her. One day she went into her aunts room with her other aunt and seen her with nothing but wires all over her. The only thing that kept her alive was a breathing machine, she left the room not wanting to see her aunt like that and cried.

January 12 2013, she was home with her aunt (not the one who was sick, she has 10 aunts and 3 uncles not counting married ones) when she woke up her sister told her, her aunt passed away. She broke down in tears and she started breaking more and I started getting more awoken. She watched as they buried her favorite aunt, the one she was closest too, the one she told everything too...

Finally Selena decided to start growing up and to change, but she wasn't happy. She fell into depression more than ever, she would try to kill herself multiple time but failed. At about 14-15 she started cutting and each time she tried to kill herself or cut, I grew stronger.

So at 16 years old now, she is more mature than what she ever was. But she is still depressed and is living in a place she really doesn't like but she can't leave/hurt her father because she loves him too much. Until she met her family on Wattpad aka the BBS Crew:

zombieplayz
EmilyDaFudgingCat
themaskedgamer2322
MissKombat
I_Am_Warrion
_Thebluepanda
thepandaispurple

She still cuts, she wants to kill herself again but she can't do it because she promised them and her sister she wouldn't try again. She is so self conscious of her self, and she thinks she is not beautiful. She gets told that everyday so she started to believe it...

She is in pain everyday of her life because her brother fractured her back. And she has to deal with going to physical therapy every week and doing exercise, she has asthma, she suffers from migraines from when she fractured her skull and had those concussions.

She had to drop out of high school and move to Connecticut to take care of her aunt who was badly sick because her husband worked all the time and her kids had their own families to worry about.

People bully her on a daily basis and it eats her up inside and it was causing me to become more and more stronger. So when the hate accounts (Lorokiro,
Absinthen, Glitch_The_Bitch, Brianlia, etc) started on here, it was breaking her  because she can't stand the fact that she can't help you guys right and or be there for you all to hug you and tell you everything is going to be alright.

And all the shit Brianlia did to someone caused her to finally be pushed passed her limit and for me to finally break free. So here I am now, going to get revenge on all the pain people did to her, every little thing that hurt her I will make sure is gone. And as long as there is people who is there to hurt her, I will always be here making sure I hurt them back in the progress forever.

So I hope you guys now understand why I need to do all the shit to everyone who has ever hurt you or her. She cares for you guys and I'll make sure I make her happy, and evil at the same time. I mean hello I'm her demon/evil side 😈

When I'm in control of her body I will put this emoji: 😈 at the end of all my sentences so you know the difference.

Goodbye for now

~ Crimson 😈