About My Life...

1 day

So tomorrow is the day that I leave...

I really want to apologize for everything I'm doing to you all; you don't deserve it and I'm being selfish by leaving. Everyone keeps telling me that it's okay to put yourself first some times before others; but I was never like that. I always put others first before myself; I always made sure everyone was alright before doing what I needed to do.

I want to spend time with you all; I have a doctors appointment at 4:15. So from when I wake up to that time and than after that time; is when you'll have me :)

CaRtOoOoNz remember what I want you to do everyday I'm gone... And I'll do what you asked from me when I come back :)

I love you all so much...

Thanks for the memories, the crazy times we've had, everyone from the old crew, everyone in the crew I'm in now.

Thank you for being there for me, for staying through my craziness sometimes

I'll never forget all the memories I have with my friends that I've known for about what; I don't even know how long XD

I'll never forget all the new people I befriended; you all are my best friends and I love you all so much. You're my family and I can't see myself without you all. I'm gonna miss you all so much that it's hurting me, knowing I might not last even a month away from you all.

But don't think about me leaving... Think about looking forward to the day of my return! It'll be hard, but I want you guys to be strong for me. Don't cry, don't wish there was someway you could help me, *glares at you all* don't do anything stupid while I'm away either.

I'll make a final chapter tomorrow saying goodbye; it'll be a short chapter but I'll say goodbye to you all before I leave.

So expect a tag from me tomorrow from this book....

It's sad though because I don't get to see some of your guys beautiful faces before I leave 😢 but it's oaky, I'll deal with it...

Well, this is the pre-goodbye chapter; so...

Goodbye...