Is it wrong? - An OsoChoro Fanfic

Is it wrong?

[ Ichimatsu's POV ]

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A few days had gone by with Osomatsu shutting himself off from the rest of us. He and Todomatsu weren't speaking or even looking at one another. They definitely must've gotten into some kind of argument before, or something. As days went on the five of us conversed less and less. We'd all go off and do our own things, for me that was just seeing my friends. One day earlier this week I went out on my own to see them. They were all in a back alley munching on the treats I had left for them. I sat down with all of them and they all immediately started to crawl onto me, purring happily. But they could tell something was wrong with me. My best friend, ESP kitty as I've always called him jumped into my arms. As I pet him and my other friends I started to tear up. Soon I began to bawl. They crowded around me, purring softly and licking my fingers. My friends were there for me and after a while I felt better and went back home. That's how my days have been going more or less. It was too awkward to stay at the house. But today something changed.

I woke up to see Jyushimatsu, Karamatsu, and Todomatsu talking about something while eating breakfast. As I opened the door they all immediately shut up.

"Oi..w-what's happening?" I asked, still half asleep.

"Mom and dad left earlier to help Choromatsu move into his new apartment. Osomatsu went with them." Todomatsu told me.

I sat down next to Jyushimatsu. So that's what's going on. Hopefully those two would resolve something, I was tired of this atmosphere between everyone.

"I was going to tell everyone what happened last week with me and Oso the moment you got up. Now that you're here..it's time I finally tell you all." Todomatsu explained.

"Yeah you were so silent after that. I mean we all were but especially you. What did happen with that..?" Jyushimatsu asked with more of a concerned look.

"I'm not really sure how to put it into words. He's gone crazy." Totty began.

"What is that supposed to mean?" Karamatsu said. He had a very serious expression on his face.

"He's in love with Choromatsu. Basically. I don't really know how or why..I mean what the hell?! That's fucking incest. It's disgusting.." He explained.

I was shocked.
This was weird, Osomatsu liking Choromatsu of all people?! Seemed like the last person he'd ever want to date, maybe he had gone insane..

"He's lost his mind this just isn't-"

"Todomatsu." Jyushi cut him off.

"I don't..believe that's too bad. I mean. Being together so much, not having anyone else but each other. I think. It's expected for some of us to start to have feelings for one another.."

My eyes widened. Jyushimatsu was blushing as he said that. He said it in such a confessing way too.

"No! What the fuck Jyushimatsu?! It's wrong! It's so wrong! And I suppose that makes Osomatsu attracted to men as well?!"

"There is nothing wrong with that Totty!" Jyushi began to raise his voice. I had never seen him get angry like this before.

"ITS WRONG IF ITS YOUR OWN BROTHER!" Todomatsu screamed.

"IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE GOING TO FIND ANYONE ELSE ANYTIME SOON!" Jyushi screamed back.

"CHOROMATSU DID AND YOU DID ONCE..ITS NOT IMPOSSIBLE!"

"BUT WHAT IF SOME OF US FEEL LIKE IT IS?!"

"SHUT UP! BOTH OF YOU!" Karamatsu yelled, making everyone go silent.

"I'm technically the oldest out of everyone here so listen to me. It doesn't matter okay? I personally agree with Jyushimatsu. Just because you can't understand it doesn't mean it's wrong, Todomatsu. Osomatsu-Nii san is not crazy, or insane. He has feelings for Choromatsu. Think about how much he's probably hurt over all this." Karamatsu stated loudly.

"Eh..." Todomatsu grumbled.

"You said that..he went with mom and dad. So he's going to go see Choromatsu." I spoke up. Everyone turned to face me.

"Wonder how..that'll go.." I hung my head.

"Osomatsu..Nii-San.." Jyushimatsu stared at the ground. The room became quiet as we all thought about our eldest brother. Would he be okay? Would things go back to normal?
That's all I wanted at this point. I just wanted my brothers back.

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[ Osomatsu's POV ]

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The ride was silent. Completely silent. I stared out the window of the small minivan I was in. Driving to Choromatsu's new place. Bringing over all his clothes and everything. Why exactly did I come along to this? I wanted to see him again. The man that I fell in love with. I wanted to talk to him. I needed to talk to him. About everything I said and did. If this was it. If he was leaving for good. I had to confess. This was the time.

"Osomatsu. We're pulling in. Help us unload the car please." Mom told me as Dad parked the van. I responded with a sigh as I stepped out of the car.
Dad handed me a few boxes as he was taking them out. My attention turned to Mom who had already stepped into the apartment. I could hear her and Choromatsu conversing. The moment I stepped into the room I made eye contact with him.

"O-Osomatsu..Nii-San..?" He stammered.

I dumped the boxes on the table, not saying a thing. He had bandages all over his face and arms. The guilt was eating me alive.

"Mom why is he-"

"He insisted on coming along. I'm sure he wants to talk to you." She told Choromatsu. As she did I saw Dad being in a few more boxes. The apartment was nice, I had to admit. It was very well organized and it smelt so fresh, so clean.

"If you two want to go have a chat we can bring in the rest." Dad told us.
I nodded slightly in response. Choromatsu looked at me with a worried expression.

"Let's go upstairs then, Nii-San."

I followed him up, trailing behind slowly. He opened the door to what seemed to be his new room. I closed the door behind me as he sat down on the floor.

"So." He spoke up.

"Choromatsu." I finally decided to speak.

"Yes?"

"I need you to answer a question for me." 

He scratched his head and sighed.

"Alright. What is it?" He asked.

"Do you think it's wrong that I like you?"

"Wha..what do you mean by-"

I cut him off by wrapping my arms around him, embracing him and squeezing him tightly.

"I've fallen in love with you."

"You've..w-what..?"

"Do you think that's wrong? Is it wrong? Is it wrong that I love you, that I love you so much, Choromatsu?"