How I live Now (Revenge Fan fiction)

chapter 1 Explosion

Emily's POV

i burst through the doors "jack stop!' i yelled.

"Emily what are you doing here? its got nothing to do with you!"  He said angrily

'its got every thing to do with me! don't ruin your life over the choices that i have made!"

'emily what are you talking about?" he asked

'jack look at me.. deep down inside you have always known the truth.. I'm Amanda Clarke

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i couldn't take the hatred and hurtfulness in his eyes. so i ran to my silver Mercedes and drove home. when i arrived at my beach house tears rolling down my big red puffy cheeks, i walked onto the porch and there Daniel Grayson sat on my porch swing that's Jack Porter had fixed for me. the minute he saw that i was crying he gave me a huge hug.

"what happened back there Ems?" he asked looking at me with worry.

"don't want to talk about i' i replied harshly

just then my phone vibrated. my phone was ringing and it was Charlotte Grayson.

"excuse me" i said to Daniel walking down onto the beach. i answered the phone and Charlottes voice hit me with a blast.

"Emily! its Dec! hes been badly hurt in the grayson global bombing! hurry ill meet you at south Hampton hospital in 10 mins okay? she said

"sure Char be there in 10 mins!' i said

i ran in inside to get my blue purse and my coat. i had forgotten all about Daniel until he said

'ems is everything okay' he asked

'its Declan he was in that explosion at grayson global. meeting Charlotte at the hospital in 10 minutes' i said

'I'm coming too, i'll drive' he said willingly

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we arrived at the hospital to see that Jack and Charlotte were sitting in a empty hospital bed crying. i though oh god! this cant be happening! jacks just found out that I'm Amanda Clarke and now his brother is gone! then i see Charlotte running to me. she was screaming!

'Ems, he gone ! DEC IS GONE!' She said with tears streaming down her face.my heart stopped. nooo i screamed in my head. how could this be happening?? jack and i haven't made eye contact but when he realizes I'm crying he embraces me in a hug. this is not supposed to happen, he should be mad at me! more than mad, furious! but i guess not. the i say 'jack I'm SO sorry!'

Jacks POV

Emily and Daniel show up at the hospital holding hands. i don't like to see her with him even though she has lied to me for the past two years. but i guess i still have feelings for her. i i didn't even realize it but I'm hugging Emily and she keeps saying ' I'm sorry jack' eventually i let go, i cant take it any more! i walked straight out of the room. i cant stand her now that my love of my life is in love with a grason. it disgusts me.

my emotions finally come about losing Dec. i cry all the way back to the stowaway and that where ill stay.

Daniels's POV

We got back to Ems beach house and ems is in an absolute state. normally Emily can hold her emotions in but i guess today is different. she is the most beautiful women in the whole entire world and i never want to lose her ever again.

we walked inside her house and i said

'lets go up to be. you need some rest Ems' i say

'ill be up in a moment, just locking up the House.' she says trying to suppress a smile but tears keep rolling down her rosy cheeks.

we lie in bed for what i know feels like hours but its probably only been 45 minutes. she finally gives in and falls asleep in my arms. this is where i belong i thought, right here with Emily Thorne the most beautiful girl known to earth.

when i wake up, i notice Emily is out of bed. i look at the clock next to my side of the bed  9:00 am , then i realized that Emily always gets up before me to go swimming or go for a jog.  but today felt differently to all the other days i hadn't found her lying in the bed next to me when i woke up. i was worried about her so i ran down stairs calling her name but there was no answer. so i ran down onto the beach and a wave of relief hit me and she was sitting on the beach just before the wave s crashed and i think she was crying.

Emily's POV

Daniel comes running down onto the beach. he must of been worried when he realized i was not int the bed with him this morning. he bent down and gave me a light kiss on my forehead.

'morning beautiful' he said

'morning handsome; i reply giving him a little smile holding back tears. i don't know whats wrong with me lately but I'm usually able to keep my emotions hidden.

it had just gotten abit awkward and i decided to run and jump in the ocean and started swimming. i waited for Daniel to go back to the house when i he did i swam back to shore. i grabbed my blue swimming towel and my sunglasses and walked back home.

i smelt something really nice when i walked into the kitchen. Daniel was cooking again. oh no i thought remembering how last time he tried to cook me breakfast it turned into a flop.. then i took a closer look not trying to interrupt him. he has made me blueberry pancakes, my favourite ever since i was a girl. but my father still made the best ones. the memories flooded back happy and joy full but i just pushed them away.

'i made your favourite break fast.' he said when he saw me walk behind him.

'blueberry pancakes and Orange juice' i said thankfully ' thanks Daniel' i said leaning in for a kiss.just then i realized that i loved Daniel more than anything in the whole entire world. and i would not be leaving him ever again. i had made that mistake once and i didn't plan on making it again.

we sat down on the sandy porch eating our lovely breakfast and admiring the sun rise when i noticed Victoria Grayson staring down at us from her balcony at grayson manner with disgust.

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