You're Different Online (Phan Highschool AU)

Chapter Twentythree

Dan's P.O.V.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE'RE DONE?!" I yell at Phil angered.

"Dan, please stay cal--" Phil puts his hands out in a bit of a defensive way.

"CALM? HOW THE FUCK CAN I BE CALM?!" My hands form into fists tears beginning to prick at my eyes.

"Dan..." Phil says in a weak voice.

"WHAT?! IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE?!" I can feel as the tears are just at the edge of my eyes about to fall.

"N-No! It's just..." Phil's voice fades out and he gulps.

"WHAT? YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME! I LOVE YOU! WHAT HAPPENED?" I feel the tears stream down and realize how weak I feel. I'm a crybaby. I burry my face in my hands and my voice gets quieter. "Do...do...I mean nothing? To you?"

"D-Dan..." It sounds as if that's all he can manage to say. I feel his hand place upon my shoulder. "Y-you...you're the world to me...if anything I should be nothing to you. All I've done is hurt you." I open my eyes with the sound of a sniff. I look over to see a few tears falling down his cheek.

"Do you want to go sit down?" I ask meekly. He slightly nods. When we get there I wrap my arms around him. "Don't say that about yourself. You've been there for me for three years. Sure, there have been some bad times...but those are nothing. You're amazing Phil." (Yes I did just do the AmazingPhil thing)

"But it feels like that's all I've done." He says quietly.

"But it's not. It's just a thought." I mumble just loud enough for him to hear. (Yes I did just put a SU reference in my phanfic)

"Still, I don't understand why you put up with me." He lets out a sigh and tries to blow some hair out of his face. I fix it for him.

"Because I love you." I look at Phil.

"I love you too." Phil looks me in the eyes.

"Then why," I look away from Phil towards to ground. "Do we need to break up?"

"Trust me...I don't want to...I really really don't want to," I look back over to see him gulp. "But next week is our last day of high school and we're going to university. Different ones. I just don't think I can deal with being far away from you yet still dating. It'd hurt me too much each time I thought of you next to me or your lips colliding with mine. However, with thinking we've moved on...it would make me feel better even though deep down inside I know I haven't."

"Wow...I understand...it seems difficult." I mumble looking up seeing rain falling from the sky. The weather is messed up sometimes, yet kind of fitting.

"So...w-we're done?" Phil's voice squeaks out the last part as I see tears fall from his cheeks.

"I g-guess we are..." Tears are now flowing from my eyes. We look at each other for a few seconds until tackling each other into a hug that's tight, yet comforting.

"I-I don't want to let go..." Phil sniffs.

"I know, neither do I," I let go of Phil. "But if we're going to be happy...we need to learn to." I wipe the tears from his cheeks.

"I'll see you next week?" Phil asks with a small smile.

"Yeah...next week..." I give a weak smile watching Phil walk away in the pouring rain. I'm not ready. There's one last thing I need to do.

"PHIL!" I yell running to him. He turns around and is about to ask me what's wrong but before he can I pull him into a kiss. He almost immediately kisses back and pulls me closer to him. I wrap my arms around him as his hands run through my hair, now wet from the rain. After what feels like forever, I pull away with a string of spit still connecting us until I move far away enough for it to break. "T-There! I think I'm ready to say goodbye."

"No, not goodbye. See you later, I promise."

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Well...that was the last chapter. End of the story I hope you enjoyed! 💙 That's all folks

Well not exactly...there's an epilogue! I'll see you then! 💙

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