You're Different Online (Phan Highschool AU)

chapter twenty øne

I love tøp btw. Just thought you should know. Anyways, on with the story!

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Dan's P.O.V.

There I go again. Crying over some dumb person. I shouldn't even care though. He hurt me and cheated on me. Ugh...I'm an idiot. Why could I think he could have such a different side to him?

Ding

I jump from the sudden sound, only to realize that it's my phone. I'm a bit shaky but reach over to look what it is. Wait, it's probably just Phil making some stupid excuse. Another ding. Fuck it. Let's see what this is. Wait, Nick? (N-Nick)

N - Dan

N - Where are you?

D - I'm at home,

D - Why

N - It's Phil

D - Wait dumb excuse does he have this time?

N - Dan

N - There's an ambulance

N - Phil got into a car crash

And with that text, I'm crying until I pass out.

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Phil's P.O.V.

Beep Beep

There's a beeping sound. Ugh, I feel terrible. Horrible. Painfully terrible and horrible. I open my eyes to a bright light. There's pain in my side, arm, and head. I try to move but it hurts and I just groan.

"Oh, Philip! You're awake!" I hear an unknown voice say. My eyes adjust to the light and I see a woman standing there with a blanket covering me.

"W-Where am I?" I mumble through a pounding headache.

"Sweetie, you're in the hospital. A car crashed into yours while you were in the driver's seat last night. You have two broken ribs, a broken and cut arm, and a gash which we covered up." She explains. I'm assuming the glass cut me.

"I...feel terrible..." That's all I can say.

"I'll get you some painkillers," She gets some painkillers. The pain doesn't instantly go away, but it helps. "Some people are here to visit you, would you like to see them?" I nod slightly in response.

     The lady leaves the room and in comes my parents, friends, and even my older brother Martin. No Dan though.

"PHIL ARE YOU OK?!" My mom asks pulling me into a painfully hug. I let out a sound and she softens the hug a bit.

"Yeah, just kind of hurts...quite a bit." I laugh a bit. Nobody else does. I probably look terrible. I spend some time with everyone, especially Martyn since I can't see him all the time anymore after he moved out the house. Still no Dan. About an hour later I'm alone again with a box of chocolates on a small table next to me. There never was a bear. And there never will be. My bear probably hates me. I deserve it. I close my eyes.

I hear the door opened followed by a voice saying "Oh he's in here and--wait, he's asleep. Do you still want to see him?"

"Yes...please. I need to see him." That...voice is...eek!

"Ok then. I hope Philip wakes up to see you." And the door closes. I hear a chair squeak across the floor and a sigh.

"Phil, I don't know if you can hear me in your dreams, but I want to say something to you. It hurts me to see you like this. Injured and weak, but you're still beautiful. I am mad at you, but I-I...ugh I can't say this...I'm sorry. I'll just leave." I feel a soft kiss placed upon my forehead. Before they walk away I shoot open my eyes and grab their wrist.

"Dan...please...please don't leave me." I say causing him to turn around shocked. His hair is curly and in his hand he has a small bag.

"PHIL! I'm so glad you're ok! I'm mad at you a lot, but I don't know what I'd do without--stop staring at my hair. This is what it's naturally like, ok?" Dan crosses his arms letting out an annoyed sigh. A small giggle escapes my mouth.

"Ok, but you're so adorable with your hair like that." I smile slightly. Dan lets out a sigh, preparing to say something.

"Why did you kiss him?" Dan looks me in the eyes with a slightly sad expression on his face.

"I-I...got tricked and jealous. By some terrible photoshop of you and that girl at your table, Cat. Ugh, I'm so stupid and I don't know why I really kissed him? Jealousy makes you do stupid things." I feel tears prick at my eyes. That sounds like a terrible excuse.

"Why would Gene do that? Because of just one person who hurt him by breaking his heart." Dan says. I cock my head to the side slightly.

"It wasn't him. His mother had a broken heart. His father came out as bi and Gene's mother got mad because she thought he didn't love her. However, she still loved him but because of some things that were said, his father left for a man. To Gene, it looked like the LGBT community destroyed love. He was given that view." I explain to Dan. I remember when Jack asked why he hated that group so much that was what he said.

"Oh..." Dan manages to say. Well this conversation...went pretty deep I guess.

"Um, do you want to...climb in with me?" I break a short silence.

"No! I mean, you were hit by a car! I don't want to hurt you!" He blurts out.

"You're sitting on my right, I was hit on the left. Now come here bear." After I say bear he looks like he just remembered something.

"Lion!" He blurts out reaching into the bag he's holding.

"Yes?" I ask confused with the yes stretching out a bit.

"No, I got you a little lion! Because you're my little lion and you're amazing and I love you...r hair and eyes and smile and ha ha just take it." Dan hands me a small stuffed animal. It's a Lion with a piece of paper on it that says 'The second best lion, after you of course'. It's hard to read, but I can manage.

"Thank you so much Dan. Now come here. This lion won't keep me company for long without realizing there's no bear." Dan crawls into the hospital bed gently wrapping his arms around me. I look over as he closes his eyes.

"It's been difficult to say," he begins. "But I think I'm ready to say it. Phil, I...I love y-you."

"And I love you too, Dan." I place a kiss on his cheek and close my eyes as well. I wrap my arms around him.

"Phil," I let out a small 'hm'. "I want to fall asleep like this all the time, holding on to you."

A smile forms at my lips. This boy is the best person I could ever ask for.

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