Love Me or Leave Me

XVIII. LOVE ME

I don't understand anymore what is happening.

I don't really kind of like it. My bestfriend and Carl having a nice chitchats in the sofa. And me, sitting in the table 5 ft. Away from them. The others are having a good time drinking outside beside the pool. I heard the loud music they're playing by a wireless speaker.

🎶🎵Crashing, hit a wall
Right now I need a miracle
Hurry up now, I need a miracle
Stranded, reaching out
I call your name but you're not around
I say your name but you're not around

I need ya, I need ya, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now
It's in my head, darling, I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
D-don't let me down🎵🎵

I heard the lyrics the song by chainsmoker and I was like " I really losing my mind now.  ", I frowned with my crazy thoughts while looking at the two. They don't mind other stuffs going.

I went outside and joined the others  I should have fun tonight!, i shouldn't feel jealous. I don't have the right to.

Edward approached me and he hold my right hand as he was dancing to the beat of the  music. I was little bit of ashamed, with what he wanted me to do. To make the crowd entertain, I joined him in dancing.
We danced like nobody's watching us. Lhen and Joanne as well as the other boys laughed and started to participate in the crazy dance.
I forgot the storm running on my mind earlier.

"Hey guys! Why you didn't  call us? You're already having fun!", Sia busted in. I saw Carl behind him watching me and Edward moving our body together as the music played.

"Come' on here! Lets go, partey partey!", JoAnne joyfully invited the two.

Sia pull Carl's hand and started a sexy dance.

Everyone was like "ohhhhhhh", from Sia's body gesture. She was liking dancing in a pole, while Carl standing stiff.

I drew my attention to Edward. And we were like wildly dancing now.

He held my waist as I swayed it back and forth. Edward with his pointed nose, touched mine as we danced like a couple. Everyone looked at us, and there's a silence for a moment.

I conciously pushed Edward away, and blushed. I don't know what happened to that intimate dance. It was hot!

"Wow! Why you did stop guys! Can we have some more?", LOuis teased us

"Yeah! You're both hot in there! We won't watch anymore! We'll drink.", as Bry stepped in.

Edward's face showing a happy smile as everyone teasing us around.

"Hey Guys, stop it! Let's get into drinking.", Carl snapped out.

He was like, he killed the joy for a moment and sit in the chair. Took a gulp of beer like there's nothing happened. It's getting more awkward with the way he behave.
I don't know what to think or do anymore.

I feel like he was annoyed with my behavior started from backstage after my performance. Which I know, I have done nothing wrong?.

We all followed and took a sit.

"Hey, you both look together", Sia whispered to my ear while looking at Edward.

"Really? Haha. Whatever you're saying.  We're just friends ", I answered.