one shots (jhobea and alyden)

Just one yesterday

people are asking when will be the time I have to take a vow everytime I'll answer your the only thing that comes in my mind

D E N

"so kailan ka magpapakasal?" mom?! seryoso pati ikaw? I just gave her a disgusted look. don't get me wrong, I do want to be married but why forced me.

"yeah anak I want apo na"

"Dad! sige pabuntis nalang ako"

"hala ate! kung anong pinagsasabi mo respeto naman sa pagkain" yun yung kapatid ko. bat di nalang siya yung pilitin mag asawa since may bf naman na siya. tho di pa siya tapos ng college baliw syempre aral muna bago landi.

"ako ba nirespeto niyo? lahat naman diba ng desisyon ko mali. sorry kawawa naman yung food naoffend ko. di ko nalang sana kasi kinuha diba kung di ko naman kakainin. sayang. di nalang sana kasi pinagusapan kung ganito patutunguhan. ang daming SANA sa buhay ko. ang saya diba. salamat po sa dinner" that's the cue for me to leave. andrama ko ano ba yan. friday ngayon at every friday may family dinner kami since ako busy sa pagiging doctor ko at sila busy sa work. bat kasi kasal iniisip nila parang last 3 years lang they wanted me to pursue my med. I turned down pa nga may lover para lang mapagbigyan gusto nila.

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"good luck sa med school" that's ly scratching her batok. still she's so cute.

"thanks" inaayos ko yung gamit ko sa dorm since syempre di na ako kasama sa team.

"I thought after ng UAAP we could be real" inistop ko ang pag aayos at hinarap ko siya.

"I'm sorry ly. we almost had it. maybe soon. just wait for me okay?"

"bat ang sakit pakinggan nung almost? all this time you wanted it ba? mutual ba noon? hanggang noon nalang ba tayo?" I hug her. I can't see her crying. masakit. at ako ang dahilan ng mga luhang pumapatak sa mata niya I hate myself for doing this to her.

"we could be naman. just wait a litle bit more" ang paradox ng sinabi ko.

"I've been waiting for five years and still yan parin ang responce mo"

"then let me go now ly. para sa ikakabuti nating dalawa. baka hindi talaga tayo sa isa't isa. maybe we're the "what if's" that will never ne "what is". and I'm okay with that because I wouldn't know if the ending is happy or not"

"what if's are always sad you know that" I smiled sadly to her kissed her nose since yun yung kaya kung abutin.

"bye for now. when destiny will put us together dapat you know na the answers in that 'what if's' ah"

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We parted ways kasi my parents told so. they knew I love her by that time but they wanted me to have 100 percent focus on my studies. and since she's a superstar she can't visit me regularly. I should be engaged na siguro no if hindi ko pinili tong landas na to. natigil yung pagmumuni ko ng may tumawag.

*ella calling*

"Dennnnn re union ng team beshhhh"

"hahaha still may nakaka alala ba pa sa akin"

"well ako minsan pero yung isa dito everyday"

"what? hahah sino?" wow ha minsan lang talaga niya ako naalala. famous kasi.

"you're number one fan of course!"

"who's that should I gave her a video greeting?"

"I think she would like you to see in person nalang"