Forever Proud To Be Suplada [Proud To Be Suplada: Book 2]

Suplada 23

~Ren's POV~

  I'm here in my condo, thinking about the things that we could be... Charot...

   I'm thinking about Hance and Amber... They got back with each other... Kami ni Vince, wala! Walang wala!

   ~Flashback~

Nandito ako sa bar naglalasing... The. I saw Vince... Wow ah..

   "Umuwi na tayo, Ren..."

"No, Dito muna ako..."

  "Ren, ano ba... May pag UUSAPAN tayo okay?"

   Then he grabbed me in my wrist...

Nag drive sya Papunta sa condo KO...

   "Ano ba? Anong pag UUSAPAN natin?"

   "You're fucking cheating one me!"

I stared at him... Why does he know?

"Who told you?"

   "It's not about who told me... You cheated on me! Do you know how hurt I am?!"

    I just stared at him... I don't know what to say...

   "Alam mo ba Kung GAANO kasakit na malaman yun?? I'm trying to be a good boyfriend to you!"

   "Wow, Vince! NASAKTAN Ka?! Nasaktan ka?!" Sumigaw ako... He just look at me, confused... "ako ba tinanong mo kung NASAKTAN?"

    "Lagi nalang trabaho! Trabaho! Trabaho! Yung feelings ko ba inintindi mo?!"

  "Did you ever think na,'Ay si Ren, Di ko pa napupuntahan' 'Ay bumawi naman sana ako sa girlfriend ko for missing dinners with her!"

    "Ren..."

"Lagi nalang yang trabaho mo... Did you ever think na wala ka sa tabi ko when I needed you!"

    "Sasabihin mo na you're busy, I'm your girlfriend for Christ sake!"

   "Ren, I'm sorry if I didn't have time for you... I'm sorry na wala akong kwentang boyfriend sayo... Pero hindi na sana umabot na pati sila Amber ginulo mo..."

  "I was so drunk that night because I was so upset... You still didn't have time for me... Nasigawan mo pa ako dahil I wanted you to pick a nice dress... You said you were stressed dahil Di pa gumagaling Ang patient mo.... Naglasing ako... Naisip ko na Baka pag ako rin naging busy sa iba habul habulin mo rin ako... I thought na Baka kapag nalaman mo na may iba ako, mapansin mo kung ano Ang nawala sayo... I'm sorry kung ganon yubg ginawa ko... I just can't speak to you anymore... Dahil sa pagpapansin ko sayo Ang daming nadamay..."

  
   "Vince, I loved Hance... He remained my friend even though he's my ex... I loved him so much and He loved me too... I love you too Hance but your love wasn't enough for me... I loved him and every time I remember our memories, I get hurt... Because I'm slowly falling in love with him but I can't... Because I know you'll get hurt... And you being hurt is killing me... Do you feel the same when I'm hurt?"

     Naiyak nalang ako.... Pati sya naluluha na... I can see he's holding it in...

   "I'm so sorry... I'm so damn sorry for not putting you in my priority... I should've known na Ang pagiging doctor Ang sisira saatin... I'm so sorry Ren... I'll make it up to you... I'm so fucking sorry for everything..."

    "Vince, I think we should break up..."

    My heart shattered when I said that..  Ano pa ba pwede kong gawin?

    Napaluhod sya... "Please Ren, wag... I am willing to do everything... I will give up my job for you... I will do everything just to prove that I'm sorry...."

    Napaluhod din ako at hinawakan Ang mukha nya....

     "Vince, hindi lang naman ikaw Ang nagkamali... I cheated on you... And to cool the air between us is to have a little space... If we're really meant for each other, I'm sure we'll get back to each other's arms... Sorry Vince but we need this..."

  Tumayo sya at niyakap ako... I hugged him so tight... "I'm so sorry Ren." He said sobbing...

   He never cried like this...

"I'm sorry too Vince..."

    "I promise Ren, we will get back together... And by that time, I'm ready to be a best boyfriend to you and never hurt you..."

    "Thank you Vince... Thank you..."

~End Of Flashback~

  I  miss you Vince, but its better this way... We both know that we've hurt each other and breaking up Is our only solution...

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