Forever Proud To Be Suplada [Proud To Be Suplada: Book 2]

Suplada 33

    "Ana, tell me this all a joke! Sabihin mo ngayon na! This isn't funny!" sigaw nya. Gusto ko man mamilosopo, hindi ko magawa.

    Hindi ko magawang magalit at mag maldita. Dahil as a mother, I know this is wrong.

     "Baby, pwede bang pumasok ka muna sa room mo?" sabi ko. "Leb can you take Brooke inside, please?"

     They went inside the room. Nasa hall kaming lahat. I'm almost close in kneeling.

    "I'm sorry, CJ..." sabi ko at umupo sa legs ko. "Tumayo ka dyan, Ana. What the hell do you think you're doing?" sabi ni Richard at hinugot ako patayo.

      "Nasasaktan ako, Richard. Can you just stop?!" sigaw ko. "I don't expect you to forgive me, CJ. Pero I just want you to know who Brooke is."

      Yung guard... He's a witness with all that's happening. While CJ is just there standing. Walang imik at hindi makapaniwala.
 
  "Ma'am pwede po bang ayusin natin ito sa loob?"sabi nung guard

    "I don't want to go inside with him. He's a psycho." sabi ko. Hinablot nya ang elbow ko. "Pumasok ka na sa loob, Ana! Asawa mo ako!"

     "No! Hindi kita minahal! At alam mo yon! Simula palang alam mong hindi ikaw ang mahal ko and I will never love you. Akala ko kaibigan kita pero kinaya mong gawin sakin yun?"

    "I'm sorry, Ok?" he looked down. "Hindi ko na kasi kaya makihati sa iba. Akala ko nung pinili mo kami Ni Brooke, it was over for the both of you. But you still picked him, over me! Who was always there when you needed someone! Why don't you love me?"

     "Tingin mo, by raping me I'd love you?" irap ko. "CJ... I don't expect you to get involved with our lives. Kung ayaw mo, hindi kita pipilitin."

      I was praying he would... Pero I feel like he wouldn't. Galit na galit siguro Sya sakin. I don't expect him to forgive what I did... Pero it would make me so happy if he would take Brooke as a daughter.

~CJ~

   I have a daughter! May anak akong and I didn't know about her for 5 freaking years! Halong inis, galit, saya, lungkot lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon.

   Hindi ko kayang isipin na nagawa ni Ana saakin ito. Masaya ako dahil alam ko na pwede na kaming dalawa dahil anak ko si Brooke.

    Pero ganon ba sya kawalang puso at di nya sinabi saakin? After all this years!

      "Pack your things..." mahina kong Sabi. "What?" sabay naming sabi ni Richard. "Kung ayaw mong kunin ko kayo ni Brooke ng Walang dalang damit you better pack your things now."

     "Hindi mo pwedeng gawin yan!" sabi ni Richard. "I am his husband." he firmly said.

    "Yet does she love you? May anak ba kayo? Kasal lang kayo sa papel pero kami ang pamilya!" sigaw ko. "I will get them both out of here tonight at hindi ikaw ang pipigil saakin, Richard." Matigas kong sabi.

     Kinuha ko ang kamay ni Ana at dinala sya sa loob. "10 minutes. Pack everything kasama na si Leb saatin." walang emotion kong sabi.

       "Don't do this, Ana..." sabi ni Richard habang nagpapack si Ana.
    
     She was very silent and so was I. "This is all your fault! Hayop ka, dapat hindi ka na nagpakita saamin!" tinulak nya ko.

    Sadly, I don't fight violence with violence. "Kahit naman hindi ako bumalik, ako parin naman ang kadugo ng anak ng mahal ko at mahal ako. Don't you see? Wala kang lugar saamin..."

   I hurt others with words not fists

   Tapos na sya mag pack at lumabas sa Brooke said kwarto nya with Leb. Parehong pareho kami ng mata. Bilog at Brown.

      "Tara na, Leb. Brooke hold mommy." sabi nya at kinuha ang mga bag. Madami syang dinala so I offered na ako nalang sa iba.

"Hindi pa tayo tapos, Hayop ka! Pagsisihan mong iniwan mo ako Ana!" sabi nya.

   "Mommy saan tayo pupunta? Bakit Naiwan si daddy?" Brooke said Pagpasok sa elevator.

      That was a pain in my heart and I couldn't understand why it's so painful na ang anak ko ay may tinatawag na ibang magulang. Is this maturity?

    Ana caused me pain... Mas masakit pa sa dati nung nakita ko syang kahalikan si Richard.

    It was 11 pm already kaya nakatulog na yung mga bata. "CJ..." she let out a sigh.

     "Can we just not talk right now, Ana? Wag muna ngayon please."

     "But where are we going?" sabi nya. Hayss ang kulit talaga.

   "Basta malayo dito. Far away from where distractions are."

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