Forever Proud To Be Suplada [Proud To Be Suplada: Book 2]

Suplada 36

Babala 😉

    Hindi naintindihan ni Booke ang nangyari kaya I let her adjust. Tinatawag nyang daddy CJ si CJ lagi. She would still differentiate that Richard is still her father.

     Nagkainan kami dun kasama narin ang asawa ng tita ni CJ. We had a very nice time with each other pero hindi maiwasang hindi makapag usap tungkol dun.

   Alam ko namang mali talaga ang desisyon ko dahil nga Bata Pa ako nun. I didn't think as a mother and let pride take over my mind.

      Bumalik kaming lahat sa bahay at iniwan ang dalawang bata sa kwarto. Hina came with us dahil gusto raw nya makipag usap.

     Dun kami sa table sa labas at biglang sumunod si CJ. "Kuya, kami lang ang mag uusap." sabi nya.

    "Do you have any idea kung ilang beses kayo nag away? Do you remember how many times you've gotten yourselves hurt? I'm staying at hindi naman ako mangingialam Kung di ako ang pinag uusapan." he explained.

      Hina sighed and started talking. "First of all, matatanda na tayo. Kung nung high school ready tayo makipag patayan para lang masatisfy sana ngayon hindi na. We're already mothers. We're to mature for that crap." sabi nya.

    Luh? Sya naman ang nauna ah! She dare to start up and lecture me about our fights that she first initiated. The nerve!

    "I'm sorry." napanganga ako nung nag sorry sya. I don't know pero why do I feel satisfied? Why do I feel like that's the only thing I wanted to hear from her. "Sorry, Ana. Kung hindi ko sinimulan ang away natin our fates could've changed. I'm happy with my life pero I'm sorry dahil nahirapan ka."

     My heart softened at hindi umimik. I didn't know what to say. I just stared at her at bumaka ang bibig ko. Nauutal ako pero wala talaga akong masabi.

      "If your speechless sa sinabi ko, it's fine. Kahit ako hindi ko akalain na magso sorry ako sa lahat ng ginawa ko." sabi nya at tumawa. "Second, what was the reason why this all happened? Pwede bang ma explain saakin ang lahat? Cause I feel betrayed, all I ever wanted was to have a niece at maalagaan ito, now why?"

     Kinwento ko ang mga nangyari. CJ was listening by my side. Yung tawag ni CJ kay Anne. Yung sinabi ni Hina na magkasama sila sa resort. Yung pag alis nya ng bansa.

"What the actual hell? This all happened dahil sa maling akala mo? Seriously?" busangot nya.

      "Maling akala!? Kung wala ka naman kasing ginawa bakit hindi mo ko hinabol? Why didn't you find me, bakit hindi mo pinigilan ang kasal ko? This wasn't all on me, damn you." irap ko sakanya.

     "I was at your wedding, Ana. Shit, kung alam mo lang kung gano ko kagustong kidnapin ka at isama sa ibang bansa. Gusto ko akin ka lang, pero wala, I couldn't dahil akala ko mahal ko si Richard."

      "I made out with you and you think mahal ko si Richard?" I came back quickly. "I was in the same resort with you and Richard! Nakita ko kayong naghalikan, Ana."

       "Lasing lang Sya nun, at a-akala ko kasi pag hinalikan ko sya makakalimutan na kita Pati pagmamahal ko sayo." I explained. "Kung maglalandian lang kayo sa harapan ko, umalis ka nalang kuya." niliitan nya ng mata ang kuya nya.

     "Nabuhay kayo sa maling akala. Now can't you just get back together at magpakasal? My niece thinks her father is that asshole. Hindi yun pwede, Ana."

      "P-pero-" CJ cut me out quickly. "Yeah, nakausap ko na sya. Kakausapin ko ang abugado ko to work on the annulment case. And eventually get married. Now mag pahinga ka na, wag kang magpapa stress. Pag Pinanganak na kulot ang pamangkin ko, I'm blaming you." tawa ni CJ at Tumayo.

    Bumalik na si Hina sa bahay nila ng asawa nya at Kami rin ni CJ. Nakita naming tulog ang mga bata sa kwarto. We tucked them in at nag usap sa may table sa Sala.

    "I had the happiest day of my life today. I mean meron pang susunod pero I'm happy that Brooke calls me her father." sabi nya at hinawakan ang kamay ko.

     "When will we go back at Manila? May naiwan akong trabaho dun at hindi lang trabaho. Problema rin." sabi ko.

     "Nandito naman ako, I'll be there with you pag uwi natin... Just don't leave me again. Just..." he paused and leaned in. "Just say you need me." he leaned more for a kiss.

     I loved every single moment of our kiss hanggang sa lumalim ng lumalim. We moved ourselves sa taas. Without breaking the kiss.

     Hinalikan nya ang leeg ko habang inaalis ang damit ko. "I missed you."

     "So." he sucked. "damn." he sucked even more. "much." hanggang sa kumirot.

     "I love you, CJ. I regret not telling you that."