Trapped In My Thoughts...

I'm on fire

I've always given my love to those who never loved me back,

I've always helped the broken ones who slipped right through the cracks

But then when I am falling

There's nobody around

I hold the weight of a 1000 thoughts

My feet planted to the ground

I'm on fire

I'm so tired

But I push myself

And I hold my own hand

Walking through the lost land

Treading water

I'm in too deep

Lost in my own head

Mentally shattered but smiling

I'm trying

But I'm on fire

Come find me

I'm blindly wandering around

Heart of gold

But my mind is cold

And my skin so warm to the touch

Cuz I'm on fire,

This icy fire

That burns me up

And makes me cold

When will it be my turn

to love and be then be loved in return

I bear the weight of a 1000 thoughts

I know where I am

But I get so lost

I cannot stop this burning inside

I've lost control of my own mind

I am on fire

Fire

Burning to the ground

Ground

But I always Smile

Smile

And nobody around me

Knows I'm on fire

Fire

I can't scream for help

Anxiety

Is burning me down

Wasting me

I'm on fire

But I'm calm as I can be

I control the shaking

Shaking

That's taking over me

And when I'm on fire

Icy roads and slipery slopes ahead

I am on fire

Hanging on to sanity by a thread

Hanging on to My smile

That's what I said

Because I don't want the world to see  the fire

Blazing, burning in my head

I am on fire