Trapped In My Thoughts...

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Isn't it sad that we have to hide behind a mask of society doesn't approve of something about us.

That girls have to cover all of their skin so men don't get distracted or innapropriately touch us

That being gay is considered a choice when people love their lives in fear

That it doesn't matter how close you are, you're alone here

Isn't it a shame That the world has come to pain and destruction

That every little girl and he parents have to worry she'll be abducted

By some guy in can who will ruin her life

Isn't it sad that people take their own with a knife,

A gun, a jump, alcohol or pills

And they are at fault for being messed up and it kills

But nobody cares when they reached out for help

And they scream when they give in but it doesn't make a sound

Isn't it a scary thought that you could die at any time

And the last mean thing you said to someone might be the only thing destroying their mind

And in the end,

The choices we make are forgotton,

Because unless you're a terrorist, murdered or famous you get no shot

At becoming yourself in this crooked life

The same life you were given by someone who left you behind

And you spend your childhood wondered why they aren't there

Maybe it's your own fault, or they just don't care

But worst of all is falling apart and having nothing left to right for

Because every ounce of hope you have is on the other side of a hidden door.

And the door is gone, like smoke in the breeze,

And the only left is you in tears in your knees.

Isn't it sad how the world has become

When you have to be afraid around anything or anyone

And anywhere you go, anxiety eats you away

Because when you crawl in bed alone,

The thoughts replay from that day.

Its the love you never felt and the pain you endured

The people who left you, and you lost your words

Its the speechless moments when you have to think about who you are

And I'm the world it's sad that nobody will ever make it far

Without feeling the way you do inside,

Dead but still breathing, falling apart

But alive

Its sad isn't it, that one person can ruin your life,

That one word can break you faster than you ever imagined

Its alright,

Its a sad cruel world but you'll make it through

And if you cant, at least you tried,

Others will forget but someone, somewhere will always remember you