August 31, 2016

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So today I went to school... In the morning you have to put sticks in a cup for packing or buying and they are organized in boy or girl... Of course mine is in girl... So later my friend broke her arm so I got to sign it and guess what I had to put... My birth name... Yay! *Sigh*  I met my girlfriend L out front as always and we walked in and out together. She brings me joy... I love her so much. But then I get home and still be called by my birth name. At like 8 I'm laying in bed and making musical.lys here and there. Then I just start crying... I then think about the future... I think that I won't have friends because I'm transgender and they will think it's weird. The boys won't hang with me because they only hang with certain people that fit their requirements... Not me... And then I can't stop crying... I am so dysphoric and I just need some sort of help but I don't know where to find it... That's all for today...

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