Today I got to taste some of the tarts my group made in cooking class and they were horrible we all agreed. (The teacher told us specifically our group could get ours out but not the others) Another group went to get theirs and they wouldn't listen to me. They started being really rude and I got upset and had a mini anxiety attack. I just hate being yelled at by other people and people talking badly to my face. My friend came over and hugged me which felt great. Later that day I was walking with my friend and a tall boy from 8th grade was walking beside me. He backed away and pointed at me. His friend looked back and stared at me. I just kept walking like what... I still don't know what was wrong with me that made him do that. Later that night I was laying on the bed me and my friend made on my floor. I started think- which is never good- I thought what if when I come out to the school people are going to attack me like transgender people from youtube said. What if I can't use a bathroom or locker room that feels right... What if a teacher doesn't like it. Should I keep fighting or just let all my emotions go. I feel like fighting but I'm scared of how people will react.
I'm scared.
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My Transgender Diary
RandomHey my name is Daniel and this is just my diary. You can Read it if you want. But honestly it's just for me. Welcome to my hard life as a closeted transgender 13 year old! Woohoo!!! *claps slowly* Just saying I'm very awkward...
