Our Story [Stydia Fanfiction]

Chapter 4 I'm sorry

Chapter 4

When I woke up and got ready, I texted Allison

Stiles: hey Allie can I come over

Allison: Scott isn't here im actually headed to his house

Stiles: I was actually coming to visit Lydia. Is she home

Allison: uh yeah she is. I dont know if she wants to talk tho, she barely have said anything to me since last night. She has been in her room all day. Im kinda worried

Stiles: omw

I havent even got the chance to knock, because when i got to the doorstep the door swung open. Allison.

"I assume youre going to Scott's now?"

"Yeah we're going to.. chill" she said

I grinned. "Have fun kids, dont do anything you will regret later"

She started blushing. "Ok got it "dad", see ya

I winked her goodbye

I walked in and looked around me, when i realised Allison mentioned Lydia has been in her room all day. I walked up the stairs. Left is allison's room, right is the guestroom. I assumed she would use that as her temporary room so I knocked on the pink door. I waited and when I didn't hear anything i knocked again

"Allison can you plea- Stiles?" Lydia said opening the door. You could see she was shocked to see me. I could see her calm down

"Who let you in, I mean, where is Allison?" She asked as I waited for her to speak

"She is on her way to Scott's, to "chill" I grinned

"O ok so if Scott and Allison arent here i assume youre here for me?" She asked with a hopeful face

"Yeah I mean, I figured maybe we could talk, you know, ab-about Allison's party, her poolparty?" I said feeling my hands getting sweaty. Why was I starting to get nervous?

She gave me a sign to come in, I nodded as I brush against her entering her room. It was a pink room, why am I not suprised, it was all cleaned up and I've never seen a room as organised as hers.

"Can I get you anything to drink?" She asked still standing in the doorstep of her room

"No im good thank you" I answered still observing her room.

"Well Im going to get some water for myself"

I turned around, god she is gorgeous

"Y-yeah sure Ill, Ill be here" I smiled

As lydia went down to get something to drink I noticed a photo. I assumed it was her dad. She was a little girl on this photo, i think around 5 years old. She was sitting on his shoulders with her hands around the man's neck. She has never talked about him. Does she has contact with her father?

"He was a great man. My hero. He will always be" I hear a voice behind me say

"Why did you say that in the past tense?" I asked feeling guilty of my question

She notices the look on my face

"2 days after this photo was taken he passed away. I was 6 years. It's along time ago but i can remeber that day as if it was yesterday. She said with a low tone in her voice"

"You don't have to tell me all this Lydia, really its fine" I felt guilty because she doesn't know I've been in her position

"I want to Stiles, i want you to know me. I mean-"
She stopped talking. "What do you want to talk about Stiles?" She said after a huge breath

"I just.. wanted to say sorry because of what I said on Allison's party. I mean what I said about Jackson.. and and malia. If you like Jackson you should go for him. And if you don't like him then-"

"No Stiles after you left something happened whereby I should apologize to you" She said sitting down on the edge of the bed. You could tell something very bad happened

I sat down beside her. Maybe a little closer than you normally do but I wanted to let her know that I was right here, right beside her, literally and figuratively

She looked at me and fake smiled, I could see.

"Well about 30 minutes after you left, I realised that you were gone. I started to feel guilty because of my action"

She was talking about how she attacked jacksons lips with hers while i watched. I looked down at my feet. She felt guilty because of her action.

"Y-you don't have to feel guilty. I mean you can do whatever you want with anyone you want. I just felt kind of sad because you know, i didnt know you were so into that guy. I guess i was just shocked I said" She knew I was lying. It was too obvious. I wasnt only sad because I didn't see the kiss coming. I was mostly sad because of the kiss.

"Thats the thing Stiles, Lydia said "I'm not into him at all. He's a dick"

Thank god

"So what happened after I left" I said when I came to reality

"So when I start feeling guilty, I realised what I was doing. I was doing stupid things and i dont even know why. I thought he was a nice guy and I shouldve known that you were looking out for me. Because I didn't listen to you I waste my whole night kissing some douchebag" A tear rolled down her cheek

"Lydia what did he do. Lydia tell me. Why do you think he is a douchebag. I know he is but you didnt so why do you feel like that now" I started to get angry. Very angry.

Lydia now cried. I laid her head against my chest, hugging her with both arms. What the hell did Jackson do to her. I swear to god my fist will be the last thing he sees. I realised that Lydia ment alot to me. I held her tight.

"Lyds" I whispered. "You can tell me"

"I know, I know I can" She wiped away her tears forgetting one

I put my thumb on her cheek wiping away the last tear. I smiled gently

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Anger filled my whole body. he practically assaulted her, and she doesn't want me to deal with him. Ofcourse I understand that she wants to put it behind her, but that doesn't mean that I'm okay with him doing that. What is he going to do with his next target, rape her?

The least I can do is make sure that he is sorry for what he did to her. And he will. If its the last thing I'll do

A/N:

Okay so what do you guys think so far? I uploaded a couple of chapters and I was wondering if ppl are even reading this fanfic, haha. So please comment some feedback it would mean alot. I'll continue writing and uploading because I like to write.

- Fleur