Today was another day that I had to wake and deal with this. I just decide that it is what it is and I have absolutely NO CONTROl over my happiness at this point.
The only way I know how to make my self feel somewhat better is through games.. Games that involve boys with lips, and tongues, and hands.
I don't know how else to make my self better. So I just kiss and play around through it I guess..?
I know it's just stupid and embarrassing for me to do this, but I don't know to else to make my self feel better. Yet all these guys know, there will be no strings attached. This is all about fun and games and no feelings should be included.
I do this "game" for about two months, and honestly it's just getting old. School is coming to an end soon and summer is rolling in. Me and him have actually been building a relationship as friends now, yet I still continue to play my "boy games"
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Hey! I know my chapters are all over the place, I have like a billion idea's for this book and really need to get it in order which i will soon! say tuned!!! I promise this book is getting better and more mysterious by the second
Ps- sorry for the short update chapters );
-Tori ;p
YOU ARE READING
Nightmare
Mystery / ThrillerEverything in Natalie life starts with "him" and ends with "him." What will she do when he takes her life into an unexpected path. Will she stay or will she go..?
