Stutter Girl

1. b i g r e d a p p l e

C A R A :

      "Cara, sweetie are you ready to leave for the airport? My mom says.

My mother has been through a lot. When I was 5 years old, my father died because he had cancer. She was devastated. But with the time she healed for her 5 year old daughter. Ever since his death, it was just me and my mom.

  "Yes." I say.

Ever since freshman years I've tried my best to help my speech and I improved a lot. I could actually say small words but only with my mother. My self confidence went down so badly. It wasn't only my speech. It was my body too. Society got the best of me. Having a fresh start is important so that's why we're going to live with my Grandmother in New York City.

"So honey are you ready to go to the cold?" She jokes.

Her bright green eyes and brown hair shine through the LA sun. I've lived in Los Angeles my entire life. I've never been anywhere else. Well until now, of course. I help her get the luggage into the trunk of our Classical Volkswagen. Blue Beetle. Yes, I know. Cheesy car right? But it's the only thing we can afford so cheesy is alright with me.

      "Y-yeah I-I g-g-guess I-It uh w-will b-be"

I tried saying. I said I was lightly better not great! We get into the car and my mom starts the engine and leave the place that was called home.

I put my headphones on and start listening to 5sos "Just saying". The songs are so catchy and it has nothing to do with the reason that the band members are hot [ inserts winky face]

       The "long drive" my mother said too the airport was actually a 10 minute drive. We got out of the car and started getting the luggage out of the trunk. I entered the airport but as my clumsy self I tripped on a stupid cord whack ended in me being on top of my luggage. I heard a few sniggers. I decided not to talk because that would just humiliate me more. So I just stood up and walk up to check in for our flight. The lady was super sweet. Our bags were weighted and then sent into the airplane.

    "H-hey m-mom c-can y-you g-go g-get c-coffee"
  
        I say pointing at a Starbucks close to us. She hesitates like she was going to say something but instead she goes wait in the line without saying a single word. She always does this. She always wants to say those 4 words "Go Get It Yourself "
   
      You know I actually get her. In a way, I should say. Not being able to be proud of your daughter because she can't do speeches or even do her graduation speech. But she has to love me. Right? I just hope I can make her proud.
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3 hours later
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"Flight 535 is now boarding passengers. Please make your way to the gate." Says the lady on the loud speaker.

      "Hey, are you okay? You seem to be sweating a lil bit there." I glance at where's she's pointing at.
 
         Well apparently my body is being wild. I've never been on a plane before so I tend to get a tad nervous.

     "Y-y-yeah I-uh d-do." I say.

      What I said that I'm a tad nervous. I'm actually terrified. So that's going to be an interesting flight.

     We walk to gate and enter to go on the plane. At this time, I'm fricken scared. Tumblr says that this plane has a possible chance of falling. Great. Please note the sarcasm in my voice.

       We go past these things that I have never seen before and take our seats in standard class. As I sit down, I start to freak and think about the stuff I read online. I trust Internet with my life. Don't judge.

    "M-m-mom I-im g-going uh t-to t-t-he b-bat-t-throom" I just need a splash of water to feel better.

     "Okay honey, don't take long" I hear my mom say. It's so weird that she isn't freaking out like I am.

      I enter the bathroom and splash a bit of water on my face. Breath in and breath out I think to my self. I come out of the bathroom only to bump into someone. Or should I say a a pretty cute someone.

      "Oh I'm sorry I didn't look seem to see notice you" The cute someone says

       Of course, my weird quirky self would panic. So the only thing I said was

    "Meep" and after I ran back to my seat. My mom was to busy seeing a movie to notice me. Well at least I didn't make myself look like a weirdo.                                 

          Yeah. I totally messed up and I'm not even in New York yet.

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