Today is Jungkook's birthday. Jeon Jungkook. The youngest member of (my favorite?) Korean boy band BTS. He decided to record a cover and post it on the BTS soundcloud. The song he made a cover of- specially for us, his fans, I might add- was Purpose by Justin Bieber.
I will admit that I find myself getting emotional a lot because of multiple Korean idols that I value and respect a lot; however, I almost never cry. Ask any of my family and friends. I don't like crying- however, that doesn't mean that I don't cry at all. I cry sometimes when I think of my mom. But I never cry over songs, or movies, or books, or anything like that. The only time I cried over a song was when my sister told us to listen to a song that my mom dedicated to us children before she passed away.
But I can't help but cry today, because of this song. I can't tell you exactly why I'm so emotional over this that I'm in tears listening to it on repeat, but I will try my best to explain it.
BTS might very well be my favorite band. I've been with BTS for a year or two- not that long, I know. But the thought that Jungkook dedicated this song to us, his fans, and gave it to us as a gift on his birthday is very emotional for me. Listening to the lyrics of the song, and listening to his voice while singing it- imagining him singing it directly to us? Damn. It literally has me crying. Just the thought that us, as fans, support him and the other band members so much that he believes that we give him purpose is overwhelming and I'm physically crying.
So many of the lyrics just have my heart breaking and I'm not sure how to handle it.
"I put my heart into your hands/Here's my soul to keep/I let you in with all that I can"
"Oh, you are my everything"
"I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, my spirit's at ease"
There are so many more lyrics that I could mention, but these ones really stick out to me- beside the obvious lyrics, "You give me purpose". I mean, just thinking about how much me means those words, how much he wants us to know that he truly means it, and the fact that he chose his birthday to gift it to us. It's all so emotional and I'm literally crying right now.
This is all so new to me I don't know how to handle this.
I'm not even doing it justice. Any of it. I mean that. I can't explain any of it well enough, though I'm trying my best. I'm not good at explaining emotions, or even feeling emotions for that matter.
I'm not expecting any of you to understand how I feel, but I just really had to get this off my chest. Sorry for rambling on about it.
Happy birthday Jungkook. I love you so much.
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You're so beautiful
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I mean it
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Happy birthday, Kookie
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I love you
A/N: I just wrote over 500 words about a song. Clearly not obsessed.
