You Will Want Me

Chapter Twenty-Six - If You Should Die...

Chapter Twenty-Six

I felt tears sliding down my check at Max lying on the bed looking so helpless and broken. I cursed myself for doing this to him. I starting making my way to him and sat down on the chair next to his bed.

My head fell into my hands and I let tears flow down my face, he looked dead and weak. I felt his skin and retracted my hand feeling how ice cold it was. I grabbed his hand and kissed it softly careful not to jerk him to hard.

I cried for a good ten minutes not being able to look at the love of my life half dead in-front of me. Once I had gained enough sense I went and locked the hospital room door and jammed a chair under the handle preventing anyone from entering. I closed the windows and pulled the blinds down before walking back to Max’s bed.

I picked up his sheet careful not to move the cords injecting food and water into his left arm. I lay next to him on his right side and smoothed the hair away from his eyes. I twirled a piece of it around my finger missing the feeling of his hair in my hands.

I watched the slow rise and fall of his chest and smiled at how much I had missed him. I would never be able to leave him again. I loved him too much, I smiled at all the memories of when him and I were happy. I pictured the time when we went on our first date and almost broke down again.

It had been a hot day and I had chosen to wear a lose hanging blue floral dress, I had been so nervous looking into the mirror at my wavy hair and light makeup. I had even asked Erin and Six to come over to help me get ready.

“You look amazing Aut!” Six had yelled and Erin had brock down crying saying that I was growing up to fast, I had laughed and hugged them thanking them for being such amazing best friends.

When my mum had come in to wish me good luck and to tell me Max was waiting down stairs I had felt the butterflies in my stomach turn into dragons that were crashing like crazy though my stomach. I had closed my eyes and had taken deep breaths before descending the stair case to the living room.

Hearing me come down the stairs Max turned and looked up at me with awe and love. I blushed at the heated look he gave me while looking at my body up and down. I smiled shyly and looked at him with just as much love. He looked so handsome in his worn out dark jeans and grey t-shirt that hugged him in all the right places that I wanted to just jump him. His dark brown hair was tossed in a just woke up kind of look and his smile just as amazing as always.

Once I was down the stairs Max lifted my hand to his lips and gave it a small kiss. I didn’t think that I could blush any harder but I did. Our first date had been on the day after I had accepted Max as my mate and it had been just perfect.

After I had come down the stairs Max took me outside to his Audi A8. Once he and I were inside he started driving to an unknown destination,

“So where are we going?” I looked down at my hands and twiddled my thumbs nervously. Max chuckled and grabbed one of my hands and held it in his rubbing soothing circles on my palm,

“Relax it’s a surprise.” I smiled at Max and studied his face, he was so handsome that sometimes it took my breath away.