So here's a basic thing about my first three days of school.
Tuesday:
It was ok. Better than I expected. The teachers are pretty chill. (Some of) my classmates were up to date on the latest memes.
Which was pretty good.
But uh, I saw M. And she was very pretty (lmao what a loser kys)
But we didn't talk at all. We just looked at each other whenever we saw each other from the distance. Now that we're in different classrooms we only see each other at recess
But yeah. After that everything went fine. But I passed her classroom and I saw her new glasses on and-
Well she looked adorable. That's all. I texted her later and told her her glasses looked good. She said oh okay then said thanks I guess.
But then she asked me a couple questions. I answered them and then I apologized for not talking to her.
But rip whatever.
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I came in and I sit next to this annoying kid who makes fun of me and M.
Eh
My friends are far away too. But we talk at lunch so
Wednesday:
We got a lot of work and shit, but it's whatever.
Science is actually ok this year.
I talked to my friends about memes. They understand them it's pretty gr8
And at recess I waved to M, and me her and my friend talked for a while. We had to go back which was kind of sad tbh.
Later during dismissal she actually stood somewhat closer to me than she needed too while waiting to be picked up. So that gave me the impression that she wanted to talk to me. She kept looking at me and listening to me talking to my friends. And then she started talking and I felt really bad because I couldn't hear her.
So I reacted really awkwardly, and just didn't respond. But we talked a little bit afterwards
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Teacher: just imagine it's like you're playing battleship with coordinates and-
Annoying kid who sits next to me: wait can we change battle ship to "call of duty"
Me: *sitting there bewildered*
My brain: what- how the fuck? Huh?
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Took me 4 hours to do my homework:))))))))))))))
Thursday:
I was pretty tired because of the homework. It was rip. But whatever.
I kept trying to wave to M, but she was always looking away when I tried to. Didn't talk to her today either
When I got home I told emmet about it in a group chat with another kid. The other kid said that he had depression. Emmet got really mad and I felt really bad for him. He was mad because that kid basically just self diagnosed himself with depression, while emmet actually know from experience what depression is like.
Ugh I don't know I'm pretty annoyed at the kid.
Whatever tho.
That's was the first few days :^)
Oh and tape face got saved from Americas got talent that was great
Thursday
