The One I Love

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YESUNG

I take a look at her as she resumes with her cleaning then I feel something on my chest. I feel my heart beating fast.

"Do you need anything else?" She asked when she noticed my presence.

"Huh? N-no. Nothing." I mumbled and went out of the room.

What's happening to me? I didn't know what or why am I feeling this way whenever I see Suna. The thing is, I always wanted to see her and whenever she's not around I am missing her. This is the first time I felt this way and I am not familiar with this feeling. For the past few days, I was always thinking of her and I know this is crazy. It's hard to contain these feelings and it will be much harder if this continues.

"Hyung, are you alright?" Donghae asked one night. We were in a radio station as guest DJs and were about to air.

"Of course. Why?" I asked back.

"I just notice these past few days you became quieter. You always want to be alone and it worries me." He said in a serious tone. "Are you sure there's nothing wrong?"

I shake my head as a 'no'. He was right and this is all because of that certain woman named, Suna. She's the reason for my mood swings. Whenever she's around I lock myself inside my room or go outside so I won't be able to see her or feel her presence because I think this is the only way to stop what I am feeling for her.

"Ryeowook-ssi, here are your clothes," Suna said and entered our room carrying Ryeowook's clothes and putting them on his bed.

"Thank you Suna-ssi," Ryeowook said while scribbling on his phone then Suna left and came back carrying another set of clothes.

"Yesung-ssi!" She called so I quickly got up from my bed and walk towards her. I grab my clothes from her then I feel my hand touches hers. I looked at her and I was surprised to see her looking at me too, our eyes met and it felt like time stopped.

"Hey! I'm getting jealous already!"

My mind went back to normal when I heard Ryeowook whines. I looked away and Suna quickly removes her hand.

"C-can you put those in your closet?" She mumbled.

"Yes," I reply then she nods and walked away. Ryeowook followed her outside leaving me in the room alone. I sat down on my bed and hold my chest, I can feel my heart beating fast. No... Not again...

It was midnight. I scribbled my phone and call my mother over the phone.

"My son, what is it?" She asked on the other line.

"Eomma, let's go on vacation."

"All of a sudden?" Her voice sounded a little surprised.

"Yes. I want to take a rest for a while and I miss you all. I already spoke with Manager Kim about it." I continued.

"Alright, son. I will talk to your Abeogi."

"Thank you, Eomma."

"No problem, my son."

"Goodnight, Eomma. I love you." I said and hung up then I close my eyes.

It's 11:00 in the morning. I saw Suna fixing her things seemed like she's going outside. I walk towards her but she didn't notice me.

"You're leaving?" I asked then she turn around and look surprised when she saw me.

"Uhm... I need to go to the supermarket." She answered. "How about you?"