The One I Love

The Decision

YESUNG

Ah! I must be out of my mind! I shook my head and looked at my phone but there wasn't a single message I have received. I can't even call Suna because she turned off her phone. I take a deep sigh and scribble my phone. I looked at my photo gallery and looked at the pictures saved in there, they were pictures of me with Suna then I smile as I remember the story behind those.

**2 months ago...

That morning I went to the kitchen to grab some water when I saw Suna fixing her things seemed like she was going out again.

"Where are you going?" I asked then she turns to me.

"I need to do some groceries." She answered.

"Let's go. I'll drop you there." I calmly said then I notice her take a glance at the boys watching a movie in the living room so I looked at them too. "Don't disturb them. Scary movies make them so serious."

"I see." She said then I turn to her again.

"Let's go?" I said then she smiled and I lead the way. We ride the elevator together and reach the car park in silence. She was following me until we stopped in front of my car. I take a look at her, she was standing and looking at me a few steps away. I walk towards the passenger seat and open the door then I looked at her. "Get in."

"Huh? Y-yes." She mumbled and quickly get inside the car. I sit on the driver's seat and revved the engine then I looked at her again, she was looking at me too.

"Seatbelt," I said.

"Ah!" She gasps and I watch her grab the seatbelt with her trembling hands. I notice her struggling so I grab the seatbelt from her hand. She looked at me and I looked at her with a smile on my face.

"Let me do it." I calmly said. I unlock my seatbelt and move towards her as I grab her seatbelt. We were too close to each other that our faces were a few inches away. I looked at her and she was looking at me too. That situation made me nervous and I feel my heart beating fast. We stay in that position for a few seconds. I stared at her face from her eyes, nose, and down to her lips!

"Yesung-ssi..." She murmur that made my heart beat fast when she calls my name. I move closer to her then she closes her eyes.

Déjà vu! This is what my dream was! I hold my breath while looking at her with her eyes closed. My hand starts pulling her seatbelt but I couldn't.

"Suna-ssi..." I murmur then she opens her eyes. "C-can you move a little so I can pull the seatbelt?"

"Huh?" She looks startled. She quickly moved and we accidentally hit each other's head. "Ah!"

"Sorry..." I murmur then I quickly moved and lock her seatbelt. I looked at her and saw her smiling. "Why?"

"Nothing." She said with a smile. "We should go."

"Does it still hurts?" I asked about her head.

"No. I'm alright." She answered.

We reached the supermarket then I quickly unlock my seatbelt and prepare to step out of my car but Suna holds my hand so I looked at her.

"Don't you dare step out! People will recognize you." She firmly said so I take a deep sigh and sit straight. "Thank you and take care."

I watched her step out of the car and enter the supermarket. I was worried about her and I want to follow her. I wanted to tell her and everyone that I like her. Right! I like her. I can't just hide it anymore and I couldn't control my feelings for her anymore. I left on an outing with my family to clear my mind because I thought I will be able to stop what I was feeling about her but I was wrong. I was always thinking of her and longing for her. I miss her like crazy, every day without her makes me incomplete so I gather up some courage and keep in touch with her and she accepts me. We became text mates while I'm away and when I came back I went to see her the moment I step my foot in the city again. We became friends as the days passed.