The One I Love

Longing

YESUNG

I walk straight into the restroom and lock myself in. I place my hand in my chest and feel my heart beating fast. I close my eyes and sigh.

"It's still here.." I murmur to myself.

I was the one in charge of closing the store tonight. Everyone left but I still haven't seen Suna come out of the store. I went inside the kitchen to look for her but she wasn't there. I went to the dressing room and saw her lying on the couch. I walk towards her and wake her up.

"Suna-ssi.."

No response. I take look at her face and stare at her for a moment. She hasn't changed, her eyes, her nose, and her lips... I stop and shake my head and look in the other direction. I took off my sweater and cover it for her then I went to the dining area.

"Jongwoon! Jongwoon!"

I open my eyes and saw Mom in front of me.

"Eomma..." I utter.

"Why did you sleep here and not in the dorm?"

I move and notice that I slept on the couch sitting. Then I remember that I waited for Suna to wake up last night. While waiting for her I sat on the couch and read the lyrics of our new album.

"Get up, Manager Kim called." She said and walked to the kitchen. I get up and notice my sweater fell on the floor. I remember putting it on Suna last night.

"Jongwoon, bring this coffee."

I nod. I left the shop while my mind is still thinking of Suna then I remember my conversation with my Mom before I left the shop.

"Did you see Suna left?" I asked.

"Suna-ssi?"

"Yes."

"I don't see her around."

I reach the SMTown building and went straight to the recording studio.

"Hyung, why didn't you come home last night?" Donghae asked.

"I fell asleep in the store," I answer.

"Okay! Okay, let's start!" Manager Kim said.

After the recording, we packed our things and get ready to leave.

"Hyung, it's still early. Let's go to H&G," Ryeowook said. I was surprised when he said that.

"No!" I shout which surprise him and the others. "Uhm... We have a lot of customers these days. We can't just go there."

"Why do you look nervous?" Donghae said.

"Huh? No! I'm just tired.?" I answer.

"Okay," Ryeowook said.

"Let's eat before going home," Leeteuk said.

"Don't you have a sitcom today?" Donghae asked.

"No. Let's just meet at the restaurant!" Leeteuk continues.

"Let's go," I said while Donghae and Ryeowook ride in my car.

The next day in the store.

"Eomma, is Suna not here yet?" I ask. I'm in H&G, helping Mom because Jongjin is still not around.

"She just called saying she will be late."