The One I Love

Secret Love

YESUNG

It's almost a week now but I haven't received a response from Suna anymore. I wasn't able to see her in the dorm because of our busy schedule. I wanted to call her or text her but I don't want to burden her more. I will wait for her until the days she decides then I remember that night. I take a deep sigh while staring at my phone.

Maybe she won't text me again...

"Hyung, are you alright?" Donghae asked and sit beside me.

"Of course," I answered and turn to him. "Why?"

"You look so down." He said in a lower tone.

"I'm just tired," I said and smile then he looked at my phone.

"Are you waiting for someone's call?" He asked again. "You're staring at your phone the whole time."

"E-Eomoni. She said she will call." I lied.

"Ah..." Donghae said while nodding his head.

"Yesung, Donghae let's start!" Manager Kim called us and us towards the others.

It's a Sunday and it's our free time of the week. I plan to go and see Suna again so I went to her place. I need to muster up my courage and ask her again but if she turns me down I just don't know what to do anymore. I am in front of her house, I take a deep sigh and knock on her door then a few minutes it opened.

"Ajumma, why-" She was murmuring something while opening the door then she stops when she saw me standing in there.

"Can I come in?" I asked with a smile on my face.

"Huh? Y-yes." She mumbled. I walk inside and looked around.

"T-take a sit for a while." She said so I nod then she went inside the bathroom. I take a sit on a 2-person couch while looking around. It was a small room for one person. As soon as you came from the door, you will see a small kitchen on the right side and another door for the bathroom parallel to the front door. On the left side, there was a couch facing a 24' inch TV over a 4-drawer cabinet than on the end side lies a small bed for one person with a dresser on the end. I notice something on the wall so I walk towards it, there's a huge picture on the wall and it made me smile when I saw it.

It was me... Then I heard Suna opening the bathroom door so I quickly sit back on the couch.

"Would you like some coffee?" She asked and I nodded.

"Thanks," I said when she handed me a cup of coffee.

"I only have instant coffee." She said while lowering her head.

"I liked it."

"Why did you suddenly come?" She asked not looking at me.

"I just wanted to," I said then she looked at me and our eyes met. "Am I burdening you a lot?"

"No." She said while shaking her head. "I'm just..."

"It's okay, take your time. You don't need to push yourself." I calmly said.

"Yesung-ssi..." She murmured.

"I just hope that I won't have to wait that long, Since I saw your face already, I have to go now." I stood up from the couch and she stood up from the bed.

"You're leaving?" She asked then I turn to her.

"Yes," I replied.

"T-take care." She mumbled and I smiled at her. I went out of her house and smile when I remember the picture on her wall.