The One I Love

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YESUNG

I smiled after sending a message to Suna. We might be having a hard time being with each other but I know we can get through this. We stick to what she suggests since my suggestion won't help us and will even make us more apart from each other. I keep on thinking about that, what will happen if we did what I suggested? If we announce our relationship in public my career will be over. I will lose all my fans and even my bandmates will be affected by it. If I lose my career, how will I help my family? I am the eldest son and I am the one responsible for them. And lastly, if we publicize our relationship, Suna will suffer. She will have many haters, some will follow her everywhere, and what if they hurt her? She will leave me and I cannot accept that.

"Hyung, do you want to come with us?" Ryeowook asked which wakes me from reality. We were inside the dressing room and packing our things after finishing our rehearsal.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"To an accessory store," Kyuhyun answered.

"Okay, I'm in," I said.

We reach the accessory store and enter the shop. Ryeowook and Kyuhyun are looking around when I noticed a unique necklace in one of the displays. I walk closer to it and take a closer look. It's a pair of necklaces for couples with a unique pendant.

"Would you like to see that, Sir?" The saleslady asked.

"Huh... N-no." I said while shaking my head.

"Hyung we're done here! How about you?" Ryeowook asked.

"Yes, I'm done." I grab the paper bag with the accessory I bought and we walked out. We were on our way back to our car but my mind longs for the necklace from the store. I wanted to go back and purchase it but I have to think of a way to leave these guys.

"Hyung, let's go!" Kyuhyun called while entering the car.

"Go first, I need to drop by somewhere," I said.

"Where?" Ryeowook asked.

"Jongjin wanted to meet." I lied.

"Alright. Go home straight." Ryeowook added.

"Yes. Bye!" I said and watched their car drove away then I ran back to the shop. Good thing it's already dark and a few people are in there.

"Welcome back, Sir!" The saleslady greets.

"I'll take the necklace," I said while catching my breath.

"Alright." The saleslady said and walk towards the necklace.

"Can you engrave something on the back?" I asked.

"Yes, what do you want to engrave?" She asked back.

"J.S."

"I understand." She said and smiled. "Just wait for a while."

After purchasing the necklace I walked out of the store and rode a cab. I am in front of Suna's house now, I was planning to surprise her for our 100th day. I walked upstairs until I reach her room on the rooftop, I slowly knocked on the door and it immediately opened.

"Happy 100th day!" I greet with a smile on my face while holding a bouquet and a box of cakes. She looks surprised. "Can I come in?"

"Huh?" She mumbled. "Y-yes."

"Here." I handed the flowers to her and went inside. I put the cake over the table then I noticed a cup of noodles. "Is this what you eat for dinner? Let's have this cake."