"Yes. Mhmmm I love you. I love you so much" Shonda's eyes rolled to the back of ha head and I chuckled.
I was beating ha shit up, got ha Fallin' in love and shit.
I busted fillin' up the condom that I had on and slid out of her. While she came down from ha high I went and handled my business. I been stayig here for nearly a week na and it ain't so bad. I also haven't spoken to Liza in a week and I miss my girl, she doesn't know about me and Shonda because I set that shit straight with Shonda a long time ago.
"That felt so good"
"Yeah?"
"Mhmm like you get better every time" she laid ha head on my chest. It was quiet for a time and my mind immediately drifted to Liza.
I miss ha.
"You know I meant what I said when I said I love you"
Without hesitation I eased from under her and started gettin' ready for school. The only person I love right na was Liza so she need to watch what she sayin' might get that heart broke.
After gettin' ready I did the usual routine of havin' breakfast and Shonda drivin' me to school. I was glad she ain't say dat to me again. When we got to school I got out of her car and walked ahead if ha, I seen Liza and she looked tired, like she doesn't sleep at night. I walked straight pass ha and took the stairs that would lead me to the roof. This has become my routine, smoking a blunt every day before class, then when night came I would drink and take out all my frustration on Shonda's pussy.
"You know that you've changed?" I turned around and saw Liza standing with her arms folded.
"And it's not for the better, if I had known the trip would've did this to you I wouldn't have brought you there"
"I don't care" I dropped the blunt on the ground and tried to make my way down the steps.
"Kyon I said I was sorry" she grabbed my arm.
"Liza I heard ya I'm just not in the mood to deal with anyone right na"
"But you deal with Shonda"
"I ain't even bout to address that" I shrugged ha off.
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Liza
I miss Kyon, I really do but I have more important things to worry about. If he doesn't care why should I. I have been focused on studying and practicing so I can e fully prepared for the SAT's. I barely sleep at night because that's all I do when night comes, that can explain why I look so drained.
I stay up and read, watch YouTube videos to assist me, I practice my math etc. I don't have time to be worrying about someone who doesn't give a damn themself. I know I sound selfish because I might have been the cause but I tried reaching out to him and he doesn't even care to look at me.
