So. I finally convinced myself to post my story here.
It is about a girl with a horrible past who falls in love with a YouTuber and he falls in love with her. Stupid, right?
Ok. I feel relly weird writing this so just have the first chapter.
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Chapter 1
“For fucks sake, Nilin! Is it that hard to jump on him and suck out all his memory?” I shouted in my microphone. I was getting really pissed. This was the fifth time that I have died. That fucking Captain Gabriel Trace killed me with his stupid helicopter. He killed me one more time and I just raged. I couldn’t take this anymore.
I slammed my fists on table and stopped the recording. Editing the video I realized there was like half an hour of me just raging. I edited it all out and left just the good footage. At the end I edited in text “See you all when I see you.” as always. I putted it rendering and all that shit.
“Fuck I should really sleep much more” I thought yawning. Everyday I’ve been sleeping less and less. With all this becoming YouTuber thing I’ve become like a zombie. I’m fucking lonely god damn it but I don’t like to talk about personal stuff like my feelings with people. I find it weird. And all those ‘Are you okay?’ questions are just annoying.
I decided to go and get some sleep. I fell asleep rather quickly. When I woke I unlocked my phone to see time and at first was blinded by the light but soon everything was good and screen showed my Pewdiepie picture and a white 4:46 PM. I smiled at the picture and locked phone. I had slept 6 hours. That’s a lot more that yesterday and I’m happy about it.
I had a quick shower. Putting a towel round myself I went to kitchen and putted bread in toaster. While the toast was making I went back to my room and got dressed. I chose black skinny jeans and really oversized t-shirt with mouse pointing at cupcake and asking ‘can I grab one?’. I turned on my pc and putted some music on. I heard a ‘ding’ from kitchen so i turned on my heel and went back to there to eat the toasts with nutella.
I logged in my YouTube account. Seeing that there are a few new Cry’s videos I smiled.
A good 5 hours passed just me watching people play videogames. I haven’t been around few days because I’ve been busy making videos. Finally I cached up with myself so I had time. Finally I could worry just about tomorrow’s footage.
I recorded a half an hour of ‘Remember me’. I peeked at the clock in the corner of my monitor. 10:36PM. Wait. Wait, wait, wait! It’s Saturday! That means its stream tonight. I’m not used it being at 11PM instead of 6 in the morning. One thing that sucks about me moving to Florida.
I realized I don’t have anything to eat during it. There is a shop few minutes from here. I hope I’ll make it. Quickly I put on my hoodie and some shoes. Grabbing my black cap I went outside. I ran to the shop and bought some chocolate bars, energy drinks, chips and popcorn. Reaching the paying counter I hurried to get my money. Some coins fell on the floor.
“Fuck! I have to hurry!” I whispered at them.
“In a hurry?” the seller asked scanning products. I nodded.
“The stream starts in few minutes and I still need to get home.” I said. I saw the boys eyes widen in surprise.
“Just curious. You watching Late Night stream? With Cry?” he asked carefully.
“Yes! You fan of him too?” I smiled.
“Yep.” He popped the p and smiled at me.
“Wow. I’m actually surprised to meet a fan of his. None of my friends like him and I feel lonely when I accidently say something about Cry and everyone is just ‘Oh shut up Shadow no one likes him’.” I yelped and covered my mouth with hand. I said my YouTube name. What if he knows me? I saw him smile kindly.
“I won’t tell anybody.” I nodded. He was cool. He gave me the spare money and a small piece of paper. I smiled when saw a number on it. I nodded and smiled at the boy and started my way home.
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Hey. Let me know if you like it or if not. And sorry if my english is bad. I don't know it perfectly.
K. Bye.
-Cathy
