Hey. I think I'm back. Thanks for understanding. I love you all so much.
So uh... There are two changes.
I'm stupid and today I found out that my name in English isn't Kate. So dumb, right? XD
And then I thought.. It's really awkward me writing this story with my name so with my lovely friends help I changed Shadow's name to Sarah. I hope it's alright with you. If you have other suggestions please let me know. :]
I'm too tired to change it in all story now. I'll probably do that tomorrow or something.
Oh and BTW. Go check out Pikachuuu_ !! She is so awesome and she writes really good stories!
I probably forgot to mention something..
Mmmmph! I talk too much today.. What is this? >:/
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Cry’s POV
“‘Sup!?” Snake jumped right in front of me as a monster scaring the living hell out of me. /Heyy. They are playing Damned. I don’t really remember how you play it I just remembered this moment from the stream and it was awesome. :D/
“Jesus! Snake!” I panted. “You scared me, man…” I said laughing hysterically and saw Snake smirk in the Skype call. That fucker. I started to read stream chat because I was dead and saw one saying ‘It’s been like 4 hours but I still miss Shadow’. /hahaaa only 4… Shut up, Cathy! It’s not funny anymore./
“Dude…” I sighed.
“What’s up?” Russ asked, curious.
“I’m worried about Shadow.” Russ nodded still focused on the game. “That time few hours ago I said I’ll be right back? I heard her scream and I ran to her house to see her being a complete mess. She said she hasn’t slept in a week because nightmares haunted her” I felt teas forming in my eyes. “I… I just..”
“It’s going to be fine, Cry.” Red tried to comfort me.
“No…” A sigh escaped my lips and I buried my face in my hands. I’m so useless. Suddenly I realized we were streaming. “Uh.. We probably shouldn’t talk about this on the stream. She’ll be mad.” After few seconds the chat was full of ‘We won’t tell her’ and ‘Cry please do something about it’ and ‘Dude, go talk to her’. I sighed again and sat up straighter.
The Skype call was silent for a few minutes until the match ended and Russ spoke up. “Maybe go talk to her again?” I shook my head.
“She told me to go away. That she didn’t want anyone.”
“Yeah. That means she wanted you to stay but she was too scared to ask for that.” Red said with a hint of smile in her voice.
“Oh.” Was my response. Red nodded.
“Cry for the rescue!” Scott shouted causing me to laugh. I was so happy to have so good friends.
“Yeah. I’ll go check on her. I’ll be back in a few. Have fun!” I shouted while taking my headphones off and running down the stairs and almost tripping. I took the spare key to Shadow’s house and walked there. I felt too happy doing this. It’s really weird.
There was a quiet click from the keyhole and I nodded opening the door. Suddenly hearing faint sobbing from her room I quickly ran up the stairs taking two steps instead of one. Reaching the door I heard sobbing mixed with muffled words. I pressed my ear to the door and listened carefully. I made out ‘away, monster, dead, cry, away, you’ and it made absolutely no sense to me. I slowly peeked in the room and seeing Shadow on the floor rocking back and forth, her burning gaze focused on the wall, tears streaming down her face I rushed over to her and wrapped my arms around her. It seemed like she didn’t notice me so I started to shake her, unfortunately getting no response. Shit. Am I too late?
“Shadow!” I yelled still shaking her. “Shadow!” Nothing. I kept shouting and poking her but nothing happened… “Please.. Don’t leave me.” I felt first hot tears run down my cheeks.
“Go away, monster. You’re dead. Cry’s away. You took him.” She mumbled. Now I got the idea of those words but it still made no sense. I’m here.
“I’m here, Shadow.” More tears ran down. “Don’t leave me.” I looked at her. Glassy eyes focused straight forward. I kept talking to her and after some time her eyes started to warm up. The forest green eyes came back to life and she looked around. “Sarah, I’m here. Shhhh..” I whispered in her ear stroking her long brown hair. “It’s ok.”
“What happened? Why are you here?” She sounded really scared. I bet so. I would be too if that happened to me.
“I came to check on you and found you here rocking back and forth mumbling something to yourself. I thought I lost you… Oh god…” I really was afraid that I would lose her. I didn’t want that to happen. She meant too much to me.
It took a while for Sarah to calm down but I didn’t care. I wanted her to be ok so I kept stroking her hair and whispering reassuring /wow that’s a new word for me/ words to her.
“I woke up after some hours of peaceful sleep. I woke up from a phone call. I knew exactly whose the number was and I just froze and let it ring. After that…” She cut off pulling her phone from under the bed and giving it to me with shaky hands. “Messages.” She mumbled and I unlocked her phone. I smiled seeing a Pewdiepie picture but soon opened her text messages and clicked on the first one.
‘I see you are making new friends, huh? It would be a pity if something happened to ‘Cry’. Or Snake? Which one do you like more? Hm, Shadow?’
Shit. This is scary.
“I’ll protect you.” I hugged her and pulled her closer to me.
“…A-afte---“ She got cut off by another message from her crazy mother. I opened it and we read it in silence.
‘Oww. You think he’s going to help you? I don’t think so. You better stay away from her if you don’t want to get hurt.’
This made me really angry. If she wanted to hurt Sarah she’ll have to deal with me first. I began to stand up but she pulled me back.
“Please don’t. I don’t want you to die.” I wiped the tears away and kissed her shortly.
“Ok. I won’t go. Not now.” I whispered the last part trying to figure out how she hears us.
“After I got the message I felt so weak and I fell asleep dreaming that a monster came for me. It was dead but it still went after me. You came to protect me but it took you away. And then I woke up… Then there’s a black spot in my memory and next thing I know I’m in your arms… I’m scared, Cry.” She sobbed and I hugged her tighter.
“It’ll be alright. We’ll be alright. Don’t worry” I said with a yawn. After some minutes I felt sleep taking over me so I got more comfortable on the floor. Shit! Stream is still on! But I didn't really care about that now so I slowly fell asleep.
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Heyy..
I'm going to sleep now. I'm soooo tired.
Have a nice day/night!
I'll see all you beautiful people next time. ;3
Byee.
-Cathy.. or Katie? I don't even fucking know. Call me whatever you want.