Sorry I did You Wrong

Chapter 8: Danilee PART 1

-PART 1-

Never would I have ever thought that Matty and I would be a thing...like seriously. Ever. At one point in my life, I think maybe when I was six, I realized that I had to marry aleast one of the boys (meaning Matty or Carson) but I always thought it would have been Carson. He just seemed more the type of guy that settled down. More of a better option I guess...boy was I wrong.

Seeing as we've been together for about a month now, Not really officially in words but pretty sure any bright person would be able to figure it out. He's yet to call me his girlfriend but hey what can a girl do? We're getting there. I know for sure that he's not like any other guy out there. he has his faults but doesn't everyone. Trust me I'm not so perfect myself. it appears to seem that his faults are the very thing that makes me love him even more. I want to be able to care for the emotionally challenged little boy deep down inside of him. I need to help him love. And if in doing so it involves him loving me even more that's just a risk I'm going to have to take.

That one night at Carsons was like no other. He confessed his love for me, whether it's the type of love that I want or not (If he's even physically able to have the love that I need). At that exact moment I felt the connection, I felt the love that I felt for him. At that moment I realized that I was madly in love with him. Maybe even more in love with him than he was with me.

Everyday for the past month We haven't been able to stay away from each other. It was like the moment we separated we felt the need to immediately see each other again. So you can imagine the way I felt this morning when he picked me up.

"I missed you." He said as I got into the papassenger seat of his car. My heart officially melted to the core.

"Matty, you just saw me last night." I explained

"Yeah I know and I've been thinking. Maybe you should just sleep in my bed at night. It'd be a hell of a lot easier on both of our ends." He smirked.

I laughed biting my lip. "good point."

"Uuugh why do you do this to me?" He said in a whiny tone

I scoffed as we drove into the school parking lot "Do what?"

He came to a stop as he pulled into a free space."Respond like that when you know Damn well I can't do anything about it."

I laughed again and we both got out of the car. He hit a button and the car locked it making a loud beeping sound."Ha . wasn't entirely under the impression that I was doing that."

I winked and this time it was his turn to scoff. "Yeah sure." He said. He walked over to where I was and placed his hand on the small of my back leading me into the school entrance.

We walked in and I couldn't help but smile taking in all the jealous glares from the girls passing by. The looks on their faces were Damn right priceless. We reached the commons where we met up with the rest of the group.

"Omergawd! look how adorable they look!" Screeched Kelly

This comment alone made both me and Matty blush on impact. I gave everyone the usual hugs as Matty went about his business saying hi to the guys.

I went over to where Kaylee and Kristin were fussing."No fucking way!" Kaylee in pitch unknown to her voice before.

"Yup! Preggo! Who would have thought?" Kristin replied.

Well looks like I came just in time "Whoa, Whoa, who's Preg?"

"Gina Wilkes!" Kaylee filled me in on the recent gossip. How Gina's been opening her legs up a little too much since she found her mother with their next door neighbor who just so happens to be a girl. Now dont get me wrong I have no problem what-so-ever with lesbians and on one or more occasion, usually when I'm either drunk or bored, I've experimented but to have caught your mtoher doing the dirty with another woman would have been traumatizing. Although she may have taken it the opposite of me, having even more sex when I wouldnt have even been able to look at another person person for a very long time. But then again I wouldnt know what to do, maybe its with the lack of experience thats got me thinking that way. I mean dont get me wrong I've had my fair share of "almosts" (meaning sex of course) but to be honest I really just wanted to wait for the right guy (Cheesy I know).