Love does not exist in my mind. I feel incapable.
Then again, sometimes we all do.
I'm not great or good or in any sense positive.
Although, sometimes it's easier to forgive and forget then to dwell on failure.
We all have thoughts that maybe we aren't good enough, or maybe we aren't strong enough.
People are supposed to lift you up, not bring you down.
If you look at a person and remember all the bad times that existed then you need to forgive them.
Forget them if you need to.
We all move on, and a relationship that didn't work out won't effect you in the future.
Still.
Sometimes it's okay to cry about it, because not everyone knows how you truly feel.
Wether they broke you or you broke them, there is always a reason.
And love isn't never speaking to somebody.
Love isn't never being happy with the person your with.
Love isn't purely texts saying "I can't wait to see you tomorrow or I really do love you."
Because love is a connection.
Love is supposed to make you happy most of the time.
But what I had was not love. What I will have isn't love.
I don't know the feeling of love, and I really don't know if I want to.
