excuse me for being so immature
It slips out sometimes, that's all
You see I don't get to have a childhood
I had to grow up so quickly
I had to become the adult because nobody else would
I had to learn that life is not fair at such a young age
I used to scream and cry because mommy wouldn't give me a hug or say goodnight at bedtime
All I had was my blanket and I cried in the dark
I needed a kissy
I never fucking get one
But I can't scream or cry anymore because now I'm supposed to be the adult
Sometimes I miss my mom
She doesn't appreciate the cards or little paper smiley faces
and sometimes I get hit and I don't know why
She doesn't appreciate little paper hats or flowers
All I get are the thorns
She locked me out in the rain
She took away my Christmas present
My past took away my happiness
To be carefree was the only thing I really wanted
