Nicomaki- into you

Nozomi knows.. 02

Even though I was kinda heart broken about it, I didn't want to show my feelings. I just acted normal. I don't wanna make Rin or Maki uncomfortable, so I just kept it in.

When I got to school the next day, I saw Rin and Maki walk in together. As usual, me and maki walk together. That's because our houses are kinda close together. Since she doesn't know that I know, I have to make sure I don't give out any hints that I do know.

I really like Maki. But that's gonna have to change. I can't like her if she already has someone... Nico your being dumb! Ugh... I don't know what to do.. Maybe I should tell her! No way! That's way to weird!!!

But what if she feels the same? What if she likes me back? Wait, then why would she be with Rin!? I'm being so dumb right now! I just can't think straight, knowing that I won't ever be with who I want.

It's not that big of a deal is it? I'll be fine after a few days. At least I though I would be. I got so jealous just watching them hang out all the time, laughing, whispering to each other. Hello Maki!? Have you forgot about your friend Nico!

I feel like I'm invisible to her. I feel like I was replaced. Rin and Maki always study together after school in the classroom. They probably make out or something! That should be me!! What am I thinking? They wouldn't do that!!!! Or would they...? NO!

One time, I was watching through the door window to see what they were doing. They were studying a math book. I though after maybe a few minutes they would do something secret! Like.. You know!

'Having fun there?'
'AHH! N-N-NOZOMI!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?'
'What are you doing Nico? Did i interrupt your spying?'
'I-I wasn't spying.. I was- I was-..'
'Spying?'
'You can't just say that! You don't know anything!'
'Well I do know that you were just spying.'
'No I wasn't! S-shut up!'
'So, why are you watching Maki and Rin?'
'I'm-.. Im not watching them..'
'Then why are you watching them?'
'I just said I'm not!'
'But you are...'
'Shut up!!!'

I CANT BELIEVE SHE SAW ME!!! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! Nico you need to calm down... But I just can't believe she saw me! How will I cover up this one? I don't think can honestly..

||NOZOMI'S POV||

I knew Nico liked Maki. It was so obvious. Well at least obvious enough for me to tell. I think they would be cute to be honest. I've seen the way Nico would look at Maki sometimes, and how she would blush all the time when she was around her.

Recently, Nico has seemed kind of sad. I could tell when she would look down while she would walk in the hallways, and kinda have a frown. But I bet that's when she though no one was looking. When someone Would come up to her, she would act like her normal self. Happy Nico!

Aside from that, she was watching Rin and Maki one time. And Rin and Maki seem like their greeting very comfortable around each other. That's when I though they were dating. But I always though Maki liked Nico. I mean, maybe she doesn't after all? Why else would Nico want to watch them?