Ethan imagine

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Remember when every grown up you knew told you not to do drugs? Not to sneak out to go to parties and get drunk. Not to hook up with random guys. I remember to but do i listen? No. Why i don't listen? Well its simple. I got my heart broken. 

"Another party tonight." Heather said bumping my shoulder as she passed. I watched her walk away and didn't say a word. I stuffed my books in my back pack and flung it around my shoulder. "Hey." A deep raspy voice said next to me. I looked over and rolled my eyes. "I thought i explained this to you, Nick. It was a one night stand. Nothing else." I explained avoiding eye contact locking up my locker and walking away. "Come on sweetie, you know you felt that spark." He said with a smirk walking with me. "The only "spark" was the one you lit to light up my cigarette after we were done since it was so terrible." I snapped at him walking even faster away from him. The look on his face was unreal. I smiled to myself walking out of the school and hopping into my car. 

"Ayeeeee! Look who it is!" Jason screamed when i walked into the party. He wrapped his arm around me and stumbled slightly. I laughed and pushed him away making him stumble back into a wall. I went to the kitchen and poured myself a drink. "No surprise your'e here." Amanda said taking a sip of her drink. "No surprise youre here in the most sluttiest outfit." I said looking at her short shorts, crop top, and high heels. Disgusting. "Its how you get the guys." She shrugged pushing her boobs up and walking away almost tripping over her large heels. 

The music was booming and i danced not giving a single care in the world. I was laughing, dancing on friends, grinding on random dudes. The usual. I twirled around swaying my hips. My eyes landed on someone making me completely stop. I was frozen. There he was. Standing there with friends. Drinking whiskey probably, his favorite. I felt sick. I ran away towards the bathroom. I leaned over the toilet puking everything in me out. I pulled my hair back feeling weak already. I gasped for air and continued to puke. "Oh shit." A deep voice said. I didnt look over i just continued puking. "Uhm. There there." The person said putting a hand on my back holding my hair back. I put both hands on the toilet not even caring this stranger helping me out. 

"Too much to drink?" They chuckled. There chuckle was so cute. I shook my head no. I took deep breaths and closed my eyes leaning against the tub. I finally opened my eyes to see who was helping me. I went wide eyed. So was he. We stared at each other for a while. What were we supposed to do? We were together for 2 years. I opened my mouth to say something, anything, But yet nothing came out. Except the vomit. I leaned over the toilet puking once more before leaning back. I blinked a few times. He was gone. I sighed and squeezed my eyes shut. I've lost my mind. 

I walked back downstairs and went to the basement. No surprise that you smelt skunk and there was smoke everywhere. "brooooo." Flynn, the biggest stoner in the school, said smiling at me. We high fived and i sat down taking his weed. I puffed it, trying to forget about what just happened. 

"I'm gonna head out." I said standing up. Everyone groaned and i just walked out. I lit up a cigarette puffing it as i walked outside. I started walking down my street slowly breathing in the fresh cold air. "I thought i would never see you again." A familiar voice spoke. I turned my head and my heart stopped. Why him? "What do you want?!" I screamed at him. I felt guilty since he did nothing wrong. Yet he did. He left me. "I didn't want to leave you. I loved you so much." He cried out a tear streaming down his cheek were there was a big cut mark. "You left me to be broken. Why are you here? You shouldn't be here." I screamed at him pulling my hair. I looked down squeezing my eyes shut as tears ran down my cheeks. "I'm always gonna be here for you." He said quietly. "I don't want you here. You left me here to be alone. You were the only thing i had left." I said wiping my tears. I was crazy. I am crazy. "It wasn't my choice. i didn't want to leave you either. You were my one true love." He yelled wiping his tears. "Why did you do it?! What happened to you?" I yelled falling to my knees. "Im sorry." Was the only thing he said. "Leave me alone." I said quietly. "Don't." He pleaded. "I said leave me alone!!" I screamed as loud as i could and when i looked up again he was gone. I sat on the ground curled up crying my eyes out. 

~flashback~

 I walked into my house, it was quiet, uncomfortable. "Babe!" I yelled out looking into the kitchen. I furrowed my eyebrows and searched the house. I walked up the stairs and heard the sink running. I put my hand on the handle going to open the door but it was locked. I twisted it a few times trying to push it open but it wouldnt open. "Babe? Open the door." I said knocking on the door. I felt something cold run against my foot and i looked down. Water? My heart began to pound out of my chest. I frantically kept banging on the door trying to open it. "Open the door right now!" I screamed. I ran into the door and it budged open. I stood in horror. I quickly shut the sink off as i rushed towards the bloody tub that had my boyfriends lifeless body in it. "No no no! What did you do?!" I screamed falling to my knees pulling him up. I turned the water on and instantly the water turned red. His arm was covered in cuts and blood. I cried out for help even though there was no one around. I hugged his body as tight as i could crying onto his shoulder. "Why baby why?" I whispered kissing his shoulder. So pale. No movement. Not a word said. He was gone. I called 911 and quickly hung up when they got all the information. I kissed his forehead and turned the water off since there was barely any blood left. I heard sirens and someone quickly rushed to the bathroom. Seeing the mess they escorted me out of the room and took him out aswell. "No heartbeat, no pulse. Im so sorry miss." The guy said putting a hand on my shoulder. I fell to the floor crying hard. 

~flashback over~

"You left me. You left me here to wonder what i ever did wrong. You made me like this. Im done with you and myself. Dont ever come to me again."

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