Dolan twins imagines

Grayson imagine

I was laying down on my bed staring at my white ceiling. Tears were lightly streaming down my cheeks. I hate the way this feels. Like my whole world is collapsing down on me. Im scared I will stay like this forever.

He was the only one I trusted in this cruel world. Now without him the days are dark. Even with all the oxygen in the world it's still so hard to breathe. The way he has this affect on me, I wish he would just put me down. I barely slept. I wish I can just sleep already.

Loving him is suicide. He cheated on me. He's said sorry. Should I go or should I stay? I want to keep keep myself Alive. Knowing there's a chance that it's not too late.

"I love you! I'm so sorry!" But I heard him say he loves me. That's the part I can't forget. I want him to never talk to me, but I also want him to come save me, because right now? I'm standing over the edge.

I should let him go...tell myself the things I need to hear, but the things my brain told me is why you're gone. I should listen to my heart for once. Because of my heart I'm still loving you while you're gone.

"I love you! I'm never ever gonna leave you." I drowning on all the words you ever said to me. Somehow you got me where it really hurts, it's killing every part of me.

Loving him is suicide. I don't know if I should let him go or stay with him. Knowing there's a chance it's not too late.

"I love you...so much" but I heard you say you loved me. That the part I can't forget. And I wish that you would just save me. In standing over the edge right now!

My world is slowly breaking, it's about to break...I have only have so much I can take, love is a long way down.

It's been only a week since it happened. I know I'm way past that moment, but I'm still determined to fight. It's taking all my strength to keep all my emotions alive. It's taking all my energy to fight against the depression I'm falling into.

He told me he loved me. That all I'm thinking about. I can't forget it. I can't forget about us. All the memories we created got thrown away, but that's what second chances are for, to create new ones.

I quickly got out of bed slipping clothes on. I ran out of my house immediately stopping when I reached the porch. It was pouring rain and in my front yard is...Grayson.

"I'm so sorry. I screwed up I know I did. After what I did to you I fell Into a black whole. I was wondering if I should stay for you or go. Than I remembered all the memories, the I love you's. I knew I had to stay. To fight for you. I love you so much and if I could take back what I did I would. But I can't. I don't expect to jump in my arms and forgi-" I had enough of what he was saying. I ran down the porch steps jumping into his arms hugging him so tightly. "I forgive you Grayson. I love you." I whispered In His ear. He hugged me tightly and kissed my cheek over and over. "I love you." He pulled away from the hug grabbing your waist with one hand slamming your body against his and that's when it happened. His soft plump lips met yours. Your arms were hanging there but you still kissed back. While the kiss was getting intense your out your infers in his soaking wet hair. You both were drenched in rain. You pulled away smiling.

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Rihanna - suicide. IS THE BEST SOOOONG. Listen to it while reading this if you want. Lmao I've been in a dad mood lately idk why. Anyways ya bye guys love you!