Dolan twins imagines

Ethan imagine

Have you ever lost a connection with someone? You loved them so much but that spark just died. It wasnt there anymore. I experienced it. I tought i loved him, that i needed him. He thought otherwise. 

"Ethannnn!" I yelled steeping into his house taking my shoes off. I was greeted by the smell of cologne and warmth. Ethan ran down the stairs in sweatpants with no shirt on. He smiled at me and took my hand leading me upstairs. I jumped onto his bed cuddling into his blankets. I sighed and looked over at Ethan who was starng at me smiling. "What?" I asked smiling. "You're beautiful." was all he said. I chuckled and hid my face into his pillows. He hopped onto the bed pulling me close to him. He seemed off. I dont know why but he seemed off. He kept looking away from me. Barely looking into my eyes. Not giving me little pecks on the lips. He seemed different. "Are you okay?" i suddenly asked he glanced at me and then back at the ceiling "yeah im good." he said. I shook it off cuddling into him. He didnt squeeze me or nothing. His arms draped over me. 

Ethan moved away from me and sighed. I frowned and moved over towards him. "Can we not cuddle right now? i dont like it its weird." He snapped moving farther away from me. "Yeah." I said quietly. 

A few minutes later i glanced at him. "Do you love me?" i asked looking at him. "i dont know what love is anymore." he said quietly. My heart broke. It shattered into a million pieces. Tears stated to form in my eyes. "Are you serious? every word you told me was lies?! you never loved me?" I asked sitting up. He sat up too getting off the bed. "I dont know! i dont feel that connection anymore." He said staring at the ground crossing his arms. Tears started to fall faster as i sat with my mouth gaped open. "When you said i love you.....you....you lied?" i said my voice soft. "I thouht i did. I dont know" He sighed rubbing his face with his hands. "Oh my god." I said letting all the tears out. I cried harder and hugged my knees. He tried to hug me but i pushed him away. "Dont touch me!" I said wiping my eyes. He nodded looking down. "so thats it? were done?" i asked quietly biting my lip. "I dont want to. I like you i do. I just dnt know i see a future with you." He said tears falling from his eyes. "Break up with me i know you want to! just do it okay? stop sugar coating it and dump me." I said standing up now facing him. He didnt say anything, just cried. "Do it." i begged him holding his arm. "One last hug okay?" he asked looking at me with those sad eyes. I sighed and hugged him. he hugged me tightly back resting his head on my shoulder. "its over." He said so quiet i was surprised i even heard it. I backed away and walked out of his house. Where was i going? i didnt know. What am i gonna do now? I dont know. It was over.  I cried walking down the dark back alley. I cried and cried. I called my mom to pick me up. She heard me crying so she said she would be there right away. It was over. I lost him. I realised something though. That connection wasnt there. i lost it too. i told him that. I wish it was a mutual break-up. He wanted me back. i said no. That spark was gone. All sparlers die out some point.