As I got to know Lovely more I understood why she did, acted and lived the way she did. She's a woman who was told she would never be anything, so she made sure she worked her ass off. She was told her kids wouldn't be shit so she got them the best of everything. The only thing that's she feels is true is her husband would never love her. But maybe she wasn't meant to have a husband, maybe she's the wife kinda girl. I know it sounds like I'm trying to recruit but, I'm not I just want the best for her. Even if the best for her is someone else. I just want her to have the best even though she's got the best already. I kinda wish I had the best, maybe one day I will. She makes me wanna push for my dream to be a pre-school teacher.
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I just came from talking to her and god she's just amazing. She said she's gonna help me with school and stuff, she's wonderful as fuck! I never knew how a woman like her could be so sweet like she genuinely wants to help me. Maybe her tough girl act is just that an act!
